I'm still seeing double.
I'm still picking up the rubble.
you left me the moment we got in trouble.
told me you had someone new.
that you didn't want to be a couple.
I got lost in my ways.
you told me you loved him.
I knew we were gonna part ways.
so we both live in our sins.
wishing we could just begin again.
lose in our thoughts.
your mind on him.
my heart stuck on you and the times we didn't get caught.
I used to think we were gonna be forever.
now I'm laying here with my heart severed.
praying I find someone new.
cause it used to be us.
now it's back to just me and you.
I used to find a happiness in the black.
smile when I got your texts.
now, I'm finding what I lack.
just wondering who's gonna be next.
I'm falling apart inside.
mine, that's what you used to call me.
yeah, I slowly watched as your love died.
but what hurt me most is when you thought I was ugly.
how can I be something I'm not.
you wanted me to be there for you.
I was, even when you were on the rocks.
I never didn't love you, it was you that made my sky grey instead of blue.
I'm still sorry for the pain I caused you.
your lies made me for bad memories.
it used get me bruised.
yeah, it used to be us, there was no rush till' you caused a fuss.
now I'm alone again.
praying I was still there.
high off of my mistakes.
thinking about taking a break.
I lay awake, watching my demons quake.
thinking evil thoughts.
mad at the outcome of it all.
just wishing I hadn't been so stupid to fall.
It used to be me.
then it was us.
yeah, you were my queen.
Oh, it used to be us.
now it's back to the devilish thoughts I think.
