No matter what

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I'm drowning in my own tears.
losing you was my greatest fear.
I'm stuck wishing you were here.
kissing me and holding me near.

I know your avoiding me.
As all people do.
you used to say you loved me.
but you left, as all people do.

I'm all alone.
no matter what.
I'm moving solo.
no matter what.

Yeah, I'm falling apart/
yeah, I wish I could restart/
but that's not how love works/
yeah, that's not how life works/

I have my quarks/
we used to have a spark/
but we die out like tony starks heart/

you were my pepper, I was your muse.
now I'm stuck on the thoughts of all we'd do/
I'm in pain but I don't want to forget about you/
my skies remain grey: never blue/

if you can forget about me: like you did.
then I should be able to do the same: right?
everyone hates me for falling for a kid.
but love is love to me: I'm not alright.

I'm all alone.
no matter what.
hurting and broken.
no matter what.

just leave like they all do.
why did you have to leave me blue.
I still love you.
but you have him and it's tearing me apart: but not you.

you have someone new.....no matter what.  

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