Sob Story - Dontaie
You expect the world from me.
Want me to bend every bending needs.
Yeah, you're full of greed.
I've been lost for so long.
The world hates me, the don't want a king.
They see me and they say I'm nothing.
My entire life I've been the outcast.
The guy they've excluded, passed.
The strange kid in the back of class.
Hoodie on, listening to nf to keep on his mask.
For years I knew I wanted to be okay/
Woke up, every day is a bad day/
Work through the pressure, I'm not afraid/
Every price I've paid/
Everyone ignores my texts, and expects to know my name/
If I died today, would they come to my grave?/
What they cry if I passed away?/
I bet they wouldn't.
I bet they wouldn't.
I bet they wouldn't.
Not because they couldn't/
But because they didn't care when I was alive/
So why would they cry when I died?/
Why would put for the effort to try/
Just to come to my funeral tell my mom, my condolences, it's a lie/
They'd rather dance on grace/
Then put up a memorial in my name/
Shove me in the ground, and forsake the road I paved/
All I did for them, the effort to change/
Forgotten and lost, all because they hated me and wanted to see me upstaged/
I thought I'd found the one/
But she's been thinking about other guys/
I tried being romantic but she'd rather grab her gun/
Shoot me for fun, make love with them instead, call that a hit and run/
I'm not gonna fight it, I watched as she flirted with them, I was left stunned/
The same woman who said she loved, was the same woman to cheat when I needed her to come/
And stay while/
I've been losing people, it dogpiles/
Today was very hard, but you were too busy walking a mile/
I'm tired of trying to put forth the effort, just to be the edge of style/
You've been distant/
I've been reminiscent/
Thinking of past exes that I gave rings and pendants/
They were thankful, you aren't even grateful of my attendance/
I work hard to show my attendance/
I show you unconditional love in abundance/
But you leave me handing dry, like I didn't meant it/
I mean every word I say, the good and the bad, you want me to leave again/
You'd be mad, I'd be free but lonely and sad/
I don't wanna revel in my sin but you don't even say I love you too, Don't make me begin/
I lose, you win/
I frown, you grin/
I hurt, you say "it's the end"
But you cry when I'm gone.
Tell me I'm wrong.
I try to be everything.
But I turn out to be nothing.
In your eyes I used to be something.
A real somebody.
But you don't want me.
It's clear to see.
That even to you, I'm no longer anything, I'm a nobody.
