you used to be my safehaven.
now your my greatest fear.
I would see you and smile.
now I can even think clear.
you used to lay your head on my shoulder.
I would freeze and look around.
the stress of being with you, held me down like a bolder.
dying from the weight of it holding me under.
I'm sick of fighting these fires.
my life is a never ending blaze.
I'm just trying to get through these flames.
unspoken trials, broken into these liars.
you sold my soul to your lover.
toxins filled my lungs.
potent enough to silence a lamb.
the death of us came quick, forgotten tongues.
I'm falling through an endless void.
you used to call me while you were mixing up your potions.
all those times you wrecked my thoughts, I still couldn't avoid.
all the amounts of endless loathing proportions.
I find myself crying like clouds.
defenses rise up, once more.
I repented to a certain extent.
but wished I could just be found.
alone in this Neverland.
forever a lost boy to you.
these thunderstorm tears take thier final stand.
As I resolve to reincarnating my longest cue.
