I used to think we were meant to be/
that you weren't a demon lying/
but I'm fading, out of feelings: there dying.
Girl, I'm in need of affection but you pay me zero attention/
my heart breaks, you don't even say you love me anymore/
I'm falling apart, you wanted a future with me: now our feels are in suspension/
I've glared into the distance, seen the pain instore/
nobody loves me, nobody cares about me/
I'm ugly, just a pain freak, who grows in temptation/
my past?, that's what used to drive me to bleed/
you used to be my everything, now its a forever lonely sensation/
I'm living in my own limitations, my thoughts are caused by frictions/
I'm trying to be happy, but how can I?
all I get is short answers, no zero diction/
please, just let me die/
Verse Two -
I'm nothing to anyone, I'm trying to cope/
should I do drugs?, overdose on some coke?
I've been hesitant about telling you my loss in hope/
I just want to be alone, and mope/
I'm finding myself crying inside to out/
my voices they're tryna shout/
you're saying you pregnant, but I'm starting to doubt/
so what's the point in staying when I could be taking the right route/
she's constantly lying, never telling the truth/
locked in my room, contemplating going hulk: a true brute/
so screw my life, and screw this knife/
I just want to cut to feel something through the strife/
it's getting harder and harder to contemplate the nights/
I'm drowning in this pain, I hate this plight/
you never cared for my jokes.
all had me by the ropes.
leaving me hanging, just enough to choke.
up until my neck broke/
love drought.
why do I stay?
love drought?
I just want to pout.
love drought.
why do I continue to pay.
