Twisted

Infuriated

I went through everything I had and didn't find anything girly to wear. I just gave up and scrolled through Instagram until the twins got home because I knew if nobody could help me then they could. When 4:40 hit I heard the twins running into the house squealing as always. "LIBBY!!" I called out, she came rushing into my room.
"What's up? You need something?" She asked me
"Yeah, I want you and lili to help me get ready for a date tonight I'm  trying to look pretty" I said
"Oh my god! You want us to give you a makeover? wait why do you have a hospital bracelet on your wrist ?" She asked
"Yup and I had an accident today but I'm okay !" I said
"Oh alright just making sure now let me just go call Lili. LILI!!! Makeover time!" She yelled out

Lili rushed in the room and asked what was going on, Libby filled her in and then they started to get to work. They washed my hair, brushed it out and then wrapped a towel around my head to let it dry, Libby painted my nails pink and Lili tried to find me something to wear out of my wardrobe. She didn't find anything but she got an idea, she cut one of my old nike hoodies into a crop top so I can look more girly. She then told me to wear some jeans and wear my fly knit vapor max with it. Libby took the towel off my head when she was finished painting my nails and then she started to put some Cantu on it so it can be curly.

When she finished I looked in the mirror and barely recognized myself because I never wore my hair down. When they got finished helping me I cleaned up the mess in my room, it was now 7:30 and I heard Drew walk through the door he was coming from practice and I had to prepare myself to tell him what happened today. When he walked upstairs I was still kind of cleaning up and then he walked in and sat on my bed.
"You wanna tell me why you taking Xanax before games?" He said angry  but worried at the same time
"Listen Drew I can explain, I was stressed out about the game and then the whole seeing Dr.Vante thing has made my anxiety going up" I said

"Look at me Navada! You can't keep letting this condition get the best of you! You gotta be strong I know you can be strong so stop the bullshit you a all star player on your team so start acting like it but I'm glad you straight but bruh tighten up" he then got up and walked out. I was grateful for my brother for times like this because sometimes I felt lost in my own self and the pain sometimes lingered inside of me and it started to feel like I didn't know who I was and I'll feel trapped in my own body.

It hit 8:00 and then Libby and Lili came in the room to help me get dressed. Lili did my mascara and gave me a new tube of lipgloss that I can use during the night, I thanked them and I put my clothes on. When I was finished getting ready it was 8:50 so I just waited on Derrick to text me when he was outside. It was now 9:00 and Derrick still didn't text me telling me he was outside,I was starting to worry a bit but Ignored it. While I was waiting I just stayed on my phone, it was now 9:20 and he finally texted me telling me that he was outside. I walked downstairs and walked outside to get into the car when I got into the car he told me he was sorry about being late.

"It's okay" I said about to face the window
"Where Drew?" He asked trying to make conversation
I was about to answer him with a simple response but I remembered the list again.
"Drew is still getting ready, you know that boy can never be on time for nothing" I said chuckling
"Hell Yeah, you wanna listen to some music?" He asked
I was going to say no and continue to look out the window but I remembered.
"Yeah you can cut the radio on" I said
I song along to a couple of songs until we finally pulled up to the spot.

I hopped out and everybody was in the parking lot waiting on everybody else, I walked up to Kanaiya and Maya and gave them a big group hug since they were a little worried about me. After everybody chopped it up in the parking lot we finally went in the bowling alley. We ordered a spot along with drinks and food and then everybody started to put their names into the machine so we can all bowl in a particular order, we put Akita and Drew's name in but they wasn't there yet but until they got there somebody will go on their turn. After a couple of laughs and drinks, Drew and Akita finally walked in. I gave Akita a hug and Drew clapped up all his ugly ass friends.