When I walked in my room I just sat in the dark until Drew walked in.
"Drew what do you want?" I asked
"Vada just listen to what I go-" I cut him off
"I DON'T WANNA HEAR SHIT! She should've died I don't care I said what I said and nobody can change what I -"
"VADA LISTEN TO ME!!! Ma is happy and I haven't seen her like this in a minute you have to at least try to be happy for her. She's been crying over pops up until you was in the ninth grade , sometimes I still hear her weeping and whimpering at night. I don't really like the nigga either but I'm happy for ma as long as he don't put his hands on her or do her dirty then I'm happy for her and even if he do fuck up Ima be there for her cause she's my momma and she's your momma too."
He said looking me in the eyes.
"She's YOUR mom, now please get out my room" I said in a calm tone
"Navada?" He said
"GET OUT NOW!!!! GET THE FUCK OUT MY ROOM!!! GET OUT! GET OUT! GET THE HELL OUT MY FUCKING ROOM!!! GET OUT NOW!! GET OUT!" I started punching him in the back trying to get him to leave and he was trying to grab my hands to stop me from hitting him but it wasn't working.
He then started screaming out Libby's name to come help him. She walked in to try to calm me down but that wasn't working out either, they then had to call Lili because I was starting to hit both Libby and Drew.
"STOP IT VADA! Stop it now!" Liliana said to me
"Tell him to get out!!! TELL HIM!" I said screaming
"Look at me Vada! Calm down, I want you to calm down and breathe in and out" Lili said
I did as she said and they finally got me to calm down, Libby kept telling me to breathe in and out and Lili pulled Drew out of the room. It made me feel bad that my little sisters had to calm me down, they didn't deserve this because they were suppose to be living their best life but instead they were helping calm down their 16 year old sister.
It also bothered me that my mom probably heard everything but didn't bother but I don't blame her because I did wish death on her but something in me didn't care and still wished that she was dead.
Later that night I was trying to sleep but I was tossing and turning because that same dream was happening but before I could jump out my sleep. I just got up and grabbed my pills and took one so I can try to sleep peacefully.
Sunday,8:45A.M.
The next morning I got up and got prepared to leave the house, I knew mom wasn't going to let me leave because of the way I acted but I was still going to leave regardless and if she didn't want me to leave she was gonna have to physically stop me.
I brushed my teeth and washed my face so I can go downstairs to get me something to eat. When I walked downstairs the twins were eating cereal and talking to each other, I said good morning to them and they said it back.
"I'm sorry about yesterday, y'all shouldn't be trying to help me calm down" I said to them while I put something in the microwave
"It's okay but you gotta chill sometime because you get angry and start to be out of pocket" Libby said
"Yeah I know, it's okay though because I'm going to see Dr.Vante Monday after school" I said sitting down
"That's good, hopefully he can help you out this time" Lili said
"Yeah hopefully, but where's mom?" I asked
"She left with her boyfriend" Libby said
"Oh okay" I replied
YOU ARE READING
Twisted
Mystery / Thriller"There's a thin line between genius and insanity"~Oscar Levant Nobody thinks the same...especially Navada, sometimes she's okay then things can get out of hand and become a natural disaster in human form.
