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not an imagine

As you have seen in the title of this chapter, its not another chapter of this imagine. Well I just want to be ya know open. I f you're not that interested just skip this one heheheh.

It didn't occur to me those couple of years that I was experiencing anxiety. Truly. Because I neglected the thought that it was okay to feel that way. But it was then I realize , anxiety was controlling my life.

It bothers me everyday like literally. I regretted when I was in my high school,I was always at the other side of the room. Alone. It was like I was isolating myself with my classmates. Because I have the fear that whatever they think of me. Worrying over the fact that I'm no good enough.

Anxiety really haunts you, man. Everywhere and Anytime, there's this voice always whispering to me such greatly affects me. Its like that voice left a mark in my head that I was never good enough at anything that led me doubting myself and also loving myself. I feared everyone and did not care about myself. 

bUT.

I've realized just then, that not everyone will judge you that badly. Because not everyone is that evil that I have in my mind those couple of years. If there's one person who will judge you that badly, there's still will be one person who will be good for you, appreciate you and love you. I'm not saying that I've already overcome the anxiety issues but still I'm on progress. I'm also writing this because I just want to share to those people who experiences anxiety

YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

I know its hard to overcome anxiety but you should not allow it to control how you interact with people , in short live your life. And there's so many people around you that loves and cares for you deeply. <3 <3