Fool

Chapter 14

MINO POV

"You used to dazzle and now you’re far away
Going through the scattered memories
I long for you every day
Yes I know I’m late late
Please come back as if nothing happened baby "

-Fool by Winner

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I didn't realized that the new semester has begun , my mind is in still the day when me and Jinwoo broke up , I'm still at lost of what happened, I dont know why I doubted his feelings for me , I dont know why I let him walk away like that .

A week has passed , I told myself that I cant go on like that so I was on my way to universaty when ... I saw him , he lost some weight and yes as always he's still wonderful and dazzling but I can see the sadness in his eyes , he picked up his phone and just like that he passed by me , he didnt say any words nor look at me , its hurts like hell. My love is so near at me and yet he's so far away , I can't reach him anymore .

As I'm walking to the roads that we both take when we were still together , the memories are just keep coming through , the scenery , the warm hands , the smiles that he throws at me and Kim Jinwoo , I really miss him everyday and now seeing him makes me wants more , I want to hear his voice even if he swear at me I dont care , I want to see him even if it just for a while but I know I cant , not anymore .

My classes has begun, I can't still concentrate . I guess I haven't moved on yet but what really suprised me is , again he's my classmate ... I can't ... I dont know if I can handle my feelings if he's near me like this , I might pull him away from the class, locked him away and never let him go but I know I can't , he's not mine anymore.

I heard a laugh from him, seems like he gathered some new friends , I'm happy for him seeing him smiling and laughing like that but somewhat it still hurts me , I should be the one who will make him happy and laugh like an idiot like that but now it cames from someone else.

And just like that , 11th month has come I still think of him from time to time but I know that I'm moving on already. I was on my way to an Art store to buy some materials when I saw Jinwoo with someone else , Its ... Chou ... seems like they're having fun and Jinwoo looks really okay now. I walked inside the store when I heard Jinwoo calling chou as "Baby " , a hammer just fell down to my heart , did I just heard him right??? Baby??? Are they going out??

I was about go outside when they are going outside too and yes our eyes has met , I'm ... my heart is beating faster, As they walk farther away from me thats when I realized that No , I haven't move on yet , I still really love him , my feelings haven't changed yet .

I run towards him and grabbed his hands and told him that " Please come back to me " and his reponse was ...

To be continued .