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Im Sorry

LISTEN TO AT LEAST ONE OF THESE SONGS WHILE READING

⤴️(i recommend plus it's already up there you know? :D)⤵️
Stay Here by Gaho

All The Same by Nick Wilson

Pretty Little Fears by 6LACK ft J.Cole

okay now let's start the chapter!

taeisbae:
Chaeyoung.

imaholybitch:
...
who?

taeisbae:
you've been caught slippin.

'if i play dumb maybe he'll let it slide,' Chaeyoung told herself.

imaholybitch:
i'm confusion

taeisbae:
just stop playing dumb.
when were you going to tell me?

'i'm not letting this slide. this is hurting me...i don't know why she's doing this to me.' Taehyung thought.

imaholybitch:
okay okay.

taeisbae:
why?

imaholybitch:
why what?

taeisbae:
why text me off a weird account?
why not your main one?

imaholybitch:
yeah i'm really confused rn.
what's the difference?
why is it such a problem?

taeisbae:
is it really that embarrassing?

imaholybitch:
what?

taeisbae:
stop answering my questions with questions.
am i that much of an embarrassment?

"WHAT?!" Was all Chaeyoung could say as she double read every text he was saying.

imaholybitch:
nononono.
it's nothing like that, you have it all wrong.

taeisbae:
to not be able to text me normally?
give me such forward compliments to make me feel better?
if that's the case i don't need it.
ik who i am and what i look like.
your compliments and fake accounts won't change that.

imaholybitch:
taehyung stop

taeisbae:
no you stop.
i don't want/need your fake compliments, conversations, calls, from your fake accounts anymore.

imaholybitch:
you're not reading what i'm saying.
these aren't fake.
i mean it kind of is logically, but still.

"i knew it." Taehyung bitterly laughed.

taeisbae:
chaeyoung just stop.
i knew it was you from the jump.
everything was making sense.
i was just waiting for you.

"OH MY GODDDD!! then why are you tripping?!" Chaeyoung screamed.

taeisbae:
stop making me feel like you have some feeling towards me and just leaving again.

"whadaphuckinsheit, omgggg i'm so confused right now!" Chaeyoung tugged at her hair.

imaholybitch:
wdym?
you're not making any sense.

taeisbae:
i really need you right now.
stop giving me false feelings.
stop making me love and care for you then distance yourself and treat me like trash.
...the garbage that i am.
i want you fr. i want you and how you make me feel like the luckiest boy in the world.
bc rn it's too hard for me to keep up with this.

'he loves me. and he's hurting but i've been playing him.' Chaeyoung realized.

taeisbae:
i was so happy when i found out it was really you.
but if all you're gonna give me is false hope, don't talk to me.
ever.

imaholybitch:
...im sorry taehyung.
Seen.

imaholybitch:
i really am.
message not sent.

taehyung let his shoulders slump and put his phone on his chest as his body rested in his wall next to his bed.

he threw his phone at the wall listening to the hard hail hitting his window.

"what where you expecting taehyung? a happy ending? yeah right." his throat tightened and burned.

thunder crashing and booming underneath him.

the tears built up in his eyes but he didn't dare let them fall.

"you crybaby, don't cry over her. she obviously still doesn't want you. she-" he bitterly said biting his trembling bottom lip.

lightening flashing through his dark and quiet room.

he bent both his knees bringing them up to his chest.

"you're still that little trash boy." taehyung said tears of pain finally ran down his smooth cheeks.

an involuntary whimper escaped his lips as he quickly brought his shaky hands up to his face letting his heart pour out.

just like the hail outside.

his chest heaving up and down with each crying breath.

"i'm sorry too, Chaeyoung." he said between his heartbroken cries.