langst one-shots

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I know people hate me, and I can understand why. I mean, look at me. I come off as aggressive and stand-off ish, and tend to be way too honest or blunt for anyone's liking. Hell, I can't even read social cues to save my life and all I do is annoy people with my stupid fucking problems. But am I really repulsive? Am I truly unlikeable to the point of physically repulsing someone at the mere thought of me? Fuck, I know it shouldn't hurt, as it's coming from her of all people, but it does. It hurts to know that someone out there really has such a strong disgust regarding me that they can't even think about me without feeling an intense hatred. I know I have flaws, and I acknowledge that they can be pretty bad at times, though I'd never go as far to say that they're repulsive. So thanks, whether she realized it or not, she really affected me in some way and managed to change my own self worth once again. Thanks for that. She'd always come crying to me about her issues and victimize herself yet once things end and I become upfront about everything, she goes to one of my closest friends and calls me fucking repulsive, knowing full well that we still talk regularly and she trusts me more than her. What an absolute dumbass. If I'm such a "bad person" then how come you dated me. How come you spent three months swooning over our stupid relationship. If it really all did mean nothing to you then why did you react so harshly to the words I gave you. You truly surprise me.