Love Will Keep Us Together

Chapter 11

authors note: yay new chapter!

so there's this thing in this chapter and if you can't read anything too sensitive then don't read it

but I don't think its too bad. just read it to figure it out lol

and one more thing.  read the end of the last chapter to catch up if you don't remember!(:

enjoy...

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A month went by a flash and I already started chemo , I started about three weeks ago, it has been going smoothly so far, I would stay awake at night with hot flashes but nothing more but I know its going  to get worse but I can only hope. My family comes to visit more often than usual, not saying I have a problem with it but I’m not to seeing them 5 times a week. Our family bond has been getting stronger and stronger each day, moms face doesn’t change though, its still sad and glum but her mood soon changes when she see the progress. Dad is always there comforting her and holding her hand when she sees me poked in my arm with a needle but the little blue pills is nothing compared,

The blue pills I have to take is insane, I have to take it before I eat every meal and before I go to bed, and there is about 4 I have to consume, that’s something I never had to do before but now I have to do for everyday routine. Kelly comes in once and while to deliver the pills and comes to chat for a little bit before heading back to work.

There are pros and cons on while being on chemo.

PRO: have any visitor come in at any time

CON: only a close friends and family

PRO: I can leave the room (I have my own personal  wheelchair)

CON: Can’t leave during 1 in the afternoon though 3 in the afternoon. A nurse explained to me that she they don’t want patients going out while they’re on their “break”, I roll my eyes and don’t believe that. I believe its because one time I sneak out of the room when I wasn’t sup post to, i went to wheel myself to the vending machine and got myself a bag of Doritos and an ice cream bar. On my chemo I can’t eat anything not healthy, so when I got caught I got a big lecture from my doctor.

Today my family couldn’t come today because its parents work today and Ryan and Timothy had school. So it just leaves me alone today, I used to love being alone, listening to music alone and just laying there in my own thoughts but that changed since my family comes around so much I have gotten used to them.

Since I my own wheelchair that means I go roam around whenever I feel like it, I never been so happy about that, I don’t have to be stuck in this room for hours on end. It gets boring staring at a blank wall after a while.

I get up from bed and brace myself for getting on the wheelchair. The thing is I can walk perfectly fine but my doctor ordered me to take it easy because he doesn’t want me to walk carelessly in the hospital and making me tired.