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Now showing private messages between Terroriser and Kryoz

Terroriser: I know he'll be happy this way but why does it hurt so fucking bad?

Kryoz: Brian, it's because you're in love with him

Terroriser: I don't wanna be in love anymore, it sucks

Kryoz: I know, but we'll get through this, alright?

Terroriser: this is all fucking karma for Brock isn't it

Terroriser: maybe he was my soulmate but I fucking blew it and now I'm destined to be forever stuck here, suffering

Kryoz: if he was your soulmate, then he wouldn't have gotten over you and he would've kept trying, but he didn't. He moved on, and so will you

Kryoz: trust me, I fucking hate myself for telling Tyler to talk to Craig, but I did it because he wouldn't be happy with me like he would be with him.

Kryoz: letting him go was one of the hardest things I ever had to do, but it was for the best

Kryoz: the best decisions are never the easy ones, Brian

Terroriser: I decided not to get out of bed today and that's a pretty good decision

Kryoz: Brian you can't do that to yourself and you know it

Kryoz: you said he wanted you to be happy too right? So go find your happy

Terroriser: he was my happy :(

Terroriser: I'm not kidding John I really genuinely thought he was the one

Terroriser: I had already pictured our wedding, things seemed to be that perfect

Terroriser: maybe I fell too fast

Kryoz: brian, that's rough, I'm sorry

Kryoz: I had no idea you were in that deep :/

Terroriser: I did it to myself honestly

Kryoz: Brian, it's going to get better, I promise

Terroriser: when? Because it's been four days, thirty seven minutes, and 42 seconds and it seems to just be getting worse

Terroriser: I'm counting the god damn minutes, John, it will never get better

Terroriser: don't tell me you aren't heartbroken over Tyler

Kryoz: I am, but I suppose a part of me always accepted that he'd never really fall in love as hard as I would, because I knew he still had unresolved business with Craig, ya know? But frankly, I never would've predicted this outcome

Kryoz: it's a bit too hopeless, even for our standards

Kryoz: But, life can't always be predicted

Terroriser: why is love so fucking hard?

Kryoz: idk

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Now showing private messages between Jon and RoastMasterV2

Jon: fuck I think I really am imagining things now bc there's no way you can text me

RoastMasterV2: but I just did?

Jon: fuck I need to see someone about this

RoastMasterV2: Jon :(( don't do this pls just talk to me

RoastMasterV2: it's actually me, and Ik you know I'm alive already bc trust me Ik John and how he has the biggest mouth out of everyone I've ever known

Jon: it was your secret to keep Ev, he shouldn't have told us

Jon: But I am so fucking happy that you're alive you have no idea

Jon: can I...can I have a pic???

RoastMasterV2: you know I hate pictures...

Jon: please? I really missed you and I promise I won't tell anyone you messaged me

Jon: I missed your face so much please just one picture

RoastMasterV2: only for you babe

RoastMasterV2 has sent one attachment.

Jon: you look so happy :(( I think I'm falling in love all over again

RoastMasterV2: ofc I'm happy, you're not mad at me and I can finally talk to you without feeling anxious

RoastMasterV2: I read all your messages...I'm sorry

Jon: Evan, you really need to stop apologizing for everything, okay? You don't have to

RoastMasterV2: But i left you! All alone! For no fucking reason!

Jon: you just wanted to feel better, Ev

RoastMasterV2: But I made you feel so fucking bad

RoastMasterV2: I left you alone, and I know better than anyone what it feels like to be alone

RoastMasterV2: it fucking sucks

RoastMasterV2: but that's what I fucking did and it hurt you why aren't you mad at me

Jon: because I love you so much Evan

RoastMasterV2: Lucas was furious...

Jon: because he's a dick who still can't get over himself, Evan. He didn't have a right to be mad and I know that you know that you just won't admit to yourself but you should, Evan

Jon: I wish you could see what I see when I look at you, Evan

RoastMasterV2: maybe one day

Jon: I'll keep count