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i've been listening to SAMURAI and Breakfast In The Park by Scotty Sire a lot lately and i feel like Breakfast In The Park kind of fits this chapter :) also SAMURAI is such a mood i love that song

also please drop your theories for this book (or maybe others??) in the comments i really want to know your predictions also...

minecraft au??

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Now showing private messages between Terroriser and RoastMasterV2

Terroriser: what do you mean i was right?? what happened??

Terroriser: also it rlly would be better if we fell in love tbh but tell me what happened why'd you leave the chat??

RoastMasterV2: i wish i was in love with you

RoastMasterV2: they fucking set me up

RoastMasterV2: we were having a good time at chickfila, eating nuggets to our hearts content and drinking my weight in lemonade bc that shit SLAPS and then

RoastMasterV2: guess who CONVENIENTLY WALKS IN AND SEES US IMMEDIATELY

Terroriser: oh they fucking didn't

Terroriser: they invited j*n and l*cas??

RoastMasterV2: THEY FUCKING DID AND IM SO MAD

RoastMasterV2: WHO DECIDED THEY WERE ALLOWED TO MESS WITH MY LIFE LIKE THAT LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?? I FUCKING-

Terroriser: yea that's fucking weird they shouldn't meddle with your shit like that things obviously happened and you were just trying to move on

RoastMasterV2: I WAS JUST TRYING TO ENJOY MY FUCKING NUGGETS DUDE

RoastMasterV2: and then tyler and craig has the fuckinf nerve to say that they didn't think i'd be upset

RoastMasterV2: of course id be fuckinf upset who fucking wouldn't

Terroriser: you think you know someone and then they pull shit like this

Terroriser: can't believe they did something like that

RoastMasterV2: they're all texting me now, bc apparently those two aren't blocked anymore idek anymore this app is fucked sometimes 

RoastMasterV2: it was a fucking set up so i could hear them out and we could talk shit through but fuck that i'm sick, like actually sick of having my feelings invalidated and then being expected to forgive someone after a half-assed apology like i'm just done

RoastMasterV2: and then everyone wonders why i want to fucking die

RoastMasterV2: i don't want this anymore brian i don't want it i just want to be left alone

RoastMasterV2: i don't mess with anyone's love life unless it's necessary (bc ya know there are always exceptions) because that's NOT MY FUCKING BUSINESS but i guess the same courtesy doesn't apply to me does bc why THE FUCK WOULD IT IM JUST SOME FUCKING PAWN IN THIS FUCKED UP GAME WHY SHOULD MY FEELINGS MATTER

RoastMasterV2: i just

RoastMasterV2: i want to fucking die

RoastMasterV2: and then they'll probably find out where i live and keep trying to contact me and say they're sorry but i'm so tired

RoastMasterV2: i just want to disappear already

Terroriser: evan i don't even know how to help u :((

RoastMasterV2: it's alright i can't even help myself

Terroriser: evan :((

RoastMasterV2: you wanna know the worst part tho?

Terroriser: it gets worse??? no pls

RoastMasterV2: i'm still in love with him :(

RoastMasterV2: after all this fucking shit, i'm still in love with jon

Terroriser: D:

RoastMasterV2: that face is disgusting but it made me laugh

Terroriser: :D

Terroriser: but in all seriousness, i get it ev, and it's okay if you still love him, moving on takes time. fuck, i'm still not over craig

RoastMasterV2: you were ready to marry him

Terroriser: i still would, i love him with everything i have, but i have to come to terms to the fact that he doesn't love me, i'm not his and he's not mine anymore. he loves tyler, and tyler loves him. i have to accept that.

Terroriser: now, you need to get over him, okay? there's no question about that now. this is the second time you've broken up, meaning that shit will really never work out, and that's okay. you can move on, hes  done this bullshit twice now and you don't fucking owe him or the other one anything

Terroriser: i know you can't help it, ev, but you shouldn't let him let this affect you so much, but i know it does and you can't help it and i really really wish i could help you :(( but i can't and you don't have to follow this advice, and that's okay too. you do what you think is  best for you, but i think the best thing to do is try to move on, this isnt good for you at all to be hung up on this

RoastMasterV2: i just feel like everyone wants us together

Terroriser: i don't. what craig and tyler did is fucked up. just because they could get over their issues and reconnect doesn't mean that every couple can. i don't want you to be with him because it's clearly hurting you. when you weren't talking to him, you got better, and now you've gotten worse. it's okay, evan, you don't have to go back to him

RoastMasterV2: thanks Brian, you're a really good friend :(( i don't deserve it

Terroriser: yes you do, Ev

Terroriser: now go take a nap, hopefully you'll feel better when you wake up

RoastMasterV2: yea my head kind of hurts anyway

RoastMasterV2: night Brian

Terroriser: night ev :))

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Terroriser: hey evan, i know we haven't talked in a couple days, but

Terroriser: why don't you move in with me?