CJ
Peter is walking me home and we were just casually talking
"I'm sorry about saying that we should just be friends" he said and I laughed
"It's fine" I said
"Yeah but, I made you feel like you were being rejected, ME reject YOU I mean I did leave Liz during homecoming but YOU...even if I didn't like you I still wouldn't reject you, I'm pretty sure a gay guy wouldn't even reject you" he said and I laughed
"It's seriously fine, I understand...Josh really is good looking but it's not him I like" I said and he laughed
"Apart of me thinks that you'd be better off with him" he said and I furrowed my eyebrows
"Why?" I asked
"The conversation that we had made me really like him as a person" he said
"Well what did you two talk about" I asked
"I know that he likes you but when we talked he was like he really wants us to be together even though he likes you he wants you to be with me and I asked him why and he said that he's willing to sacrifice his happiness to make you happy, he said that, that's what you're supposed to do with the people that you love, he said that he loves you so much that he'd rather see you happy with me than for you to be unhappy with him" he explained and I smiled
"I mean Josh is literally perfect but I don't want that kind of perfect he deserves someone who's as perfect as him, he has a special place in my heart I got love for him but I just can't be with him" I said and he nodded
"I noticed that you really liked me because even when you were mad at me when you called you me a loser you still didn't mean it as an insult" he said and I smiled
"That's because you are a loser but I will never mean it in a bad way because that's not the type of loser you are" I said and he smiled
"I really love you, you know that" he asked and I furrowed my eyebrows
"What?" I asked and his eyes got wide
"No no I said I really love food" he said and I raised an eyebrow and then I laughed
"Of course I know that you love food" I said and he sighed in relief and I laughed
I'm not dumb, Peter Parker said that he loves me and I really wasn't expecting that
"So what are our plans for today" he asked
"I don't know, I have to talk to my mother about a situation and I honestly don't know how long that's gonna take" I said
"Well call me when you do finish so we can have fun" he said and I laughed
"Peter Parker what did you do to Flash" I asked
"Nothing I just told him to apologize and to stop spreading rumors" I said and I laughed
"Peter he was terrified, did you have him hanging off the edge of a building" I asked jokingly and he just kept quiet and I gasped
"Peter no" I said and he sighed
"Look, he made you really upset and I don't like when you're upset, like it's cute when you're mad but he made you more than mad" he said and I sighed
"Peter it's fine, I know that you don't like seeing me upset but this is Flash and he's always gonna bother me but I don't care because I know that's it's because he likes me, please don't do that ever again, I mean I really appreciate it but that's not who you are, don't let anyone change who you are Peter" I said and he nodded and I smiled and kissed his lips
"But that was really badass, I'm kind of proud of you" I said and he laughed
You see you may think that I'm not freaking out about him telling me that he loves me but actually I am I just don't wanna show it
"So that whole feel em, grab em, or suck em situation...did you mean it" he asked and I furrowed my eyebrows
"I don't remember saying that I would feel you, grab you, or suck you" I said and he sighed
"Not me CJ, I'm taking about your boobs" he said and I laughed
"Why are you trying to" I asked
"Maybe, maybe not" he said and I smiled
"They're just boobs, it's no big deal" I said and he laughed
"Well then maybe I will" he said and I laughed
"Baby you're too cute" I said and he smiled
"Baby?" He asked and I nodded
"Yeah I mean I know that we're not dating yet but you're mine and I'm yours" I said and he kissed me
"You're the most wonderful girl I've ever met" he said and I laughed
"Yeah I know I am sweetheart" I said and he laughed
"I don't deserve you" he said
"Actually it's the other way around, I don't deserve you Peter...you may think I'm perfect but I have my demons, you're just so perfect and innocent that's why I like you...you're different" I said and he laughed
"You're everything to me" he said
Yesterday was my homecoming.............bye 😤
