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friend: hey

friend: brendon

friend: i hope ur feeling better

friend: im rlly worried

friend: please tell me ur ok

friend: ur still not in class???

friend: brendon

bren: what

friend: THANK GOD

friend: brendon are u ok

bren: im fine

friend: .

bren: ok ok fine im not fine

bren: i just want to talk to him again

bren: i want to hear his voice

bren: be his friend again

bren: have him tell me everything is okay

bren: i want to sit under the tree and talk with him again

bren: i wish i could turn back time to the good old days and prevent myself from ever doing that shit

bren: i want to at least talk to him

bren: but no

friend: im sorry

bren: everyones sorry

friend: brendon no i really mean it

friend: he doesnt deserve to talk to someone as funny and sweet as u

friend: its his fault for not accepting a fucking apology

bren: well its my fault for even starting this whole thing

bren: i really felt something between us that night

bren: thats why i did it

bren: and i've regretted it ever since

bren: then we met and i forgot everything happened

bren: u made me feel so much better about everything i really thought i was over what happened

bren: but i'll never be over him

friend: brendon listen

friend: i know that ryan meant a lot to u, but think about it

friend: he's been a total dick since it happened

friend: i mean maybe u couldve asked first but

friend: its been years and hes still acting petty over it

friend: he doesnt deserve someone like u

friend: ur everything anyone would ever want and he did that to u. he fucked u up mentally over a little mistake

friend: u deserve so much more than this

bren: no i dont

bren: im a fucking mess do u rlly think i deserve more

friend: YES I DO THINK U DESERVE MORE

friend: I KNOW U DESERVE MORE

friend: im not gonna lie

friend: this might not mean much since im a nobody

friend: but ur one of the best things that has ever happened to me

friend: please just look at urself and realize that u worth so much more than u think u are
read 10:38am

friend: brendon
delivered 10:40am

friend: goddammit not this again
delivered 10:41am

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