Playing her

Madly and deeply

Blair's POV

I open my eyes slowly and see my dad hovering above me his facial expression was zombie like his face was pale he didn't realise I was awake because he was staring at a white cloth he closed his eyes and covered my body, I thought he was being sweet until I realised he put it over my face I was stunned

"I'm sorry she's gone" I here'd an un familiar voice

"I can't believe I lost another kid" my dad cried "what have I don't wrong?"

"Oh baby don't beat yourself up" Morgan said

"Why do you care ? you never liked her ! the only reason I was with you was because I wanted Carly and Blair to grow up with a mother figure, you've been horrible with that!" for the first time I hated him for saying that yes, I hated Morgans guts but I was beginning to like her

I removed the cloth on my face slowly they still didn't realise I was awake I had this urge to scream but I didn't have energy

"I loved Blair she was like a daughter to me yes I didn't show it but that's only because I wanted her to think I was cool-"

"That's the stupidest thing" dad shouted

"Leave me alone !" she shouted back "is it a crime that I made mistakes ?! we all do!" she cried

"Stop" I whispered

My dad and Morgan spun around and looked at me in shock, my dad was just staring at me like I was a ghost

"Blair holy shit Blair !" Morgan shouted in happiness "you little bitch we thought you had died" she said jokingly whipping her tears I smiled

"Can't get rid off me that fast Godzilla" I joked

"Baby" my dad said walking towards me crying

"Hey dad" I said weakly

"I'm so glad your here, that bastard is paying for what he's done?"

For a moment I was confused, then I realised he meant Neymar.. honestly I didn't do all off this for him yes their was a part off me that was aimed for him but it was also for everything else I've been depressed for awhile and now that I tried to commit suicide I realised that theirs so much to live for and that their was people who loved me like my parents.... yes I know i just called Morgan (step mom) my parent but I really like her now she's been so sweet

Morgans pov

I was so anxious when she woke up i thought she would yell at me to leave I swear for a while I thought I had something to do with it Blair's dad and her where talking for awhile until she told him to leave I decided to go with him but she told me to stay, I closed the door and for the first time Blair and I where civil

"I'm sorry about every thing Blair" I said "I just wanted to be a good mother figure"

"You'll never be my mom you know that right ?" Blair snapped annoyed

"I know I know" I said "I just-"

"Your possible the most annoying, selfish, gold digging bitch I know, but your also very kind and very loving and I'm glad I can call you my step mom" Blair said smiling

"You'd really call me your step mom?" I said smiling

"Yes" she said smiling "I love you because you love my dad and you make him happy, what he said before he didn't mean it he was just angry and sad"

"I know, your dad and I always fight like this but I know that he doesn't mean it"

"I always thought you two where happy"

"We are happy, not all the time.... we are human we do fight"

"Of course" Blair said smiling

"I'm sorry about that asshole neymar he deserves everything"

"What do you mean?" Blair asked

"Oh you don't know? he tried to kill himself because off you"

"What! where is he?"

"His in this hospital actually, second floor"

"I have to go see him" Blair said taking off all the plugs and stepping out off the bed

"No way I won't let you leave this room"

"He has to know it wasn't his fault!" Blair said pushing me and slamming the door

I tried to open it but it was locked I knocked it furiously

"OPEN THE DOOR BLAIR"

"I'm sorry mom" she said

I stopped in shock, even though she pushed me and locked me in this room I had a grin plastered on my face because she finally called me.. mom

Neymars pov

"I shouldn't be alive, I'm a stupid son off a bitch"

"you are not" Blair said standing next to me I stumbled up I didn't know I said that out loud

"Imsosorry" I say all together

"I'm fine, I'm worried about you" Blair says

"Me? why would you be worried about me I've been nothing but cruel to you"

"I didn't try to kill myself because off what you did to me... that had a little bit to do with it..." Blair sitting on my bed I looked at her and didn't dare to interrupt "when I was sixteen.. my twin sister died I told you that but I never told you how she died.. we have a spot on the beach we always went their one day I dared Carly too go in the ocean and run down the deep end she did then she couldn't swim I realised that she was in danger I was afraid too go in the water but when I saw Carly trying to not drown i rushed in i swam as far as I could until I got to her, she was in my arms and Wasnt breathing at first I thought she was joking but then she didn't move again, at this point I freaked out the water was getting deeper and a big wave hit me I let go off Carly I felt her slipping away and I swear it could off been my imagination but I felt her try to hold on too me, the wave hit me again and this time I blacked out" Blair finished I could tell she was crying but she wasn't facing me

"Who saved you?"

"Apparently someone saw the whole thing happen and put me back on shore but they couldn't find Carly's body..." this time she cried out loud "it's all my fault my sister died because off me because off my stupidity"

"Hey don't say that, everybody is going to die one day"

"But that wasn't her day"

"You don't know that"

"Yes I do. it was suppose to be me! she dared me first but I was a chicken I should off just done it"

I put my arm around her and she hugged me back crying on my shoulder I placed my hand on her head and kissed her head "I love you" I mumbled

She got off me and stared at me, I don't know why I said that. yes I was in love with this girl madly and deeply but with everything that just happened I laid back down and closed my eyes, when I opened them Blair was laying beside me in the hospital bed.

"Maybe we can start over, as friends" she says smiling

As painful as that was, I should be happy with her just talking to me after all I did, I smiled and placed my hand on her cheek.

After awhile she dozed off too sleep and I glanced at her

"I am Madly and deeply in love with you Blair"