Violet Swan freshly moves into her home town to stay with her dad for a while. She has issues, but deals with them. She can be shy but knows how to defend herself. She knew this move would change her life, but not in the way that it does. She meets...
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I finally reached home, and great Charlie is home early too. Putting on my big girl pants and wiping my tears away I grabbed my things and walked inside. "Violet, you're home early." Charlie is quite puzzled and I plan on leaving it at that. He deals with too much stress as the Chief of Police , he doesn't need me bothering him with his problems. I continue walking past him and go into my room slamming the door then locking it. "Come on Vi, talk to me. Why are you home so early from school." I hear him trying to make sense of his daughter early home from school seeming though she was so positive this morning.
"Dad.. can I just please be left alone. I don't want to talk about it." Pleading him at this point , I deal with my problems alone. I loathe the idea of putting more stress onto my dad than he already deals with. Besides, he wouldn't understand , though he would try and I love him for that.
"Okay Vi.. I will be downstairs when you want to talk" he walks away till I can't hear his feet creaking on the floorboards. Moving to Forks I had intentions of making friends, trying to do better than Phoenix , thinking spending time with Charlie would do me good. But as I have realized, it has made me see truly how toxic this town is and why my mother was unhappy here.. unhappy with Charlie. First day and I managed to make myself out of a spectacle. I sit on my bed nearly ripping my hair out of my head crying.
"Why, why did I have to blow up on her. I should've just kept my mouth shut." Muttering to myself not knowing what to do. I would simply just draw to de stress myself, but seeming as I threw it at Cullens head this morning , I don't know where it is. I never expected living in Forks being this difficult right off the bat. Two things came from today, two good things. Eric and Then Alice Cullen, the two friends I have managed to make today despite everything that had happened. Alice is a mystery, she doesn't even know me and I don't know her yet she decided to run after me to see if I was okay, I thank her for that.
I start raging throwing everything around my room screaming, losing my mind. "I HATE IT HERE. WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS TO MYSELF!" Im screeching at the top of my lungs sobbing my eyes out then I just drop to the ground holding my knees to myself.
"Why do I always do this to myself.." I softly whisper. Because you are the reason for your problems Violet. You won't let people get close , and can't let go. You lash out on people and you destroy others and yourself. You're destructive.
