Troubled Youth [Poem Collection]

Do You Still Love Me?

I'm broken. Torn in despair
I'm alone tonight.
Not going home tonight.
Without you here besides me.

Easy come.
Easy go.
Certainly.
You were no show.
I cry out in vain.

Wishin' you were something more.
Wishin' I didn't cut myself for you.
Your fragility begs my complicity.
No words left to say but
I
Love
You.

Do you still love me?
Do you still care?
Despite all my demons.
In light of my pride.
Do you still love me?

I question my sanity
My generosity for your negativty.
A gold medal for your shitty attitude.
And a star for my patient altitude.

Daggers to my heart - your words,
But I moan in bliss
Am I a masochist?
I love you so kill me slowly.
Your arms around my neck.
Chock me.
Spit on me.
Make me feel what you really feel.
Because
I
Love
You.

Do you still love me?
Do you still care?
Despite all my demons.
In light of my pride.
Do you still love me?

I pray tonight.
Oh Lord let him live.
He's the one, my chosen mate.
I know he did wrong.
But death isn't the answer.
And hell isn't the cure.

My baby, demonic angel.
Hurt me all you want.
Do your worst!
Cut my hair.
Bury me six feet under.
Fuck another bitch but come back home.
Because in the end.
I'll always love you.

Do you still love me?
Do you still care?
Despite all my demons.
In light of my pride.
Do you still love me?

I still love you.
I still care.
Despite all your demons.
In light of your pride.
I will and forever more.
Love you.

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So fun fact about this one. It's actually a song I wrote yesterday when I was in my feels. I'm not the best at songwriting, I mean I don't even play instruments, nor can I sing. But in my head I was humming out a tone, and I just grabbed my book and wrote.

Hope you liked it! Enjoy!

Also this is the tenth poem! So it's semi celebration time. (~‾▿‾)~

Out of the ten poems I've written so far what is your favorite if you have one and why? I'm really curious.

Can't wait to hear from you all!