Don't You Dare! (Fem!ReaderXAlastor)

Chapter 23 (not edited)

!Attention: English is not my main language. So if you find any mistakes, feel free to write it in the comments (but please do it in a friendly way). I wanna learn from my mistakes and improve my english skills♥

Running. That was the only thing I could think off. I felt so betrayed. I was simply disappointed. How could I ever thought, that he'd love me? My lungs were burning and I had no stamina left. My running was getting slower 'til I stopped completely. "Great, just great. Where should I go? Work? No, too dangerous for everyone there. My mom? No, I dont wanna even know what Alastor has done to her. Maybe it's for the best if I remain unaware. "Y/N? Where are you? We don't want to hurt you!" I heard Charlie shout in the distance. THEY'RE HELPING HIM?? Now I can write my testament for sure. I felt a sudden adrenaline boost and my legs started to move again, after that short break. I have absolutely no idea where I could hide. Perhaps I can escape them in the forest. Because of the snow they're easy so make out cause of the bright color of their clothes. At least Charlie and Alastor. Vaggie and Angel ... Oh well that's gonna be hard. Not to far away I could see the entrance of the forest and without further ado I sprinted into the 'white wonderland'. If I wasn't hunt down right now, I'd enjoy the view of all the trees with a coat of snow on them. But I don't have time for that at the moment. Out of pure anxiety that someone coul be right behind me, I looked from time to time over me shoulder. Until now it seemed like no one was following me and I couldn't hear any noises either. My pace got slower until I was standing in the middle of a clearing. "I hope they lost my track...," I whispered and tried to catch my breath. "And why would you think that, darling? I was and still am an excellent hunter. I never loose my prey." Alastor's radio voice came from beside me. Another sudden adrenaline boost shot through me and I jumped slightly into the air. "Fucking damn it. Don't scare me like that!" "Do you really think, I would care about that right now?," he asked almost in a mocking tone. I just sighed and pinched the bridge of my nose. I can't believe that I really love this idiot. "I really don't want to do this, trust me, but it seems I have no other choice." Alastor took small, and for me, dangerously big steps towards me. "What do you mean?! You have always a choice!! Please. Don't do that!" I started to run again, away from the demon and maybe even my problems. "Y/N. You don't quite understand, do you? I have to do it or someone else will and I won't let anyone lay their hands on you. So please don't be afraid of me. I won't hurt you," the deer demon fastened his pace, just as me. "How will you not hurt me by killing me, you idiot!!?" I ran even faster. "Why?? Why are you doing this!? We are in a relationship! You're supposed to love and not kill me!" How had things come this far? Yesterday we were sitting on my couch, talking with his friends and now Alastor was hunting me, not to forget trying to kill me because of that stupid contract that he has made with my mother a few years ago. "Al please! I don't want to die yet! What do you even get out of this stupid idea of yours?? I'm not a bad person. I have never done something bad in my life!" He stopped in his tracks and looked at me with a cocked eyebrow. "You really think so? Should I count down what bad things you've done to not deserve going to heaven?" I freezed and slowly turned around to face him. There are more than just one reason?? "You fell in love with a demon," he took a step closer. "You had sexual intercourse with a demon ... multiple times," another one. "You let somebody die because of a demon," he was almost in front of me. "You love a demon," just one step more and we were face to face. "And lastly, you'll die for a demon." He lifted my chin up with his finger and looked right into my eyes. "But-.." He shushed me with his index finger over my lips. "Shhh~ do not worry, my love. It won't hurt, I'll make it quick," he smiled at me before he caught my lips, distracting me with a passionate, yet loving kiss. What was happening? I was so confused, everything spined and my thoughts were a wild mess. A sudden pain in my chest shot through my entire body and I widened my eyes in shock. What is that? When I wanted to look down, Alastor held my chin with his hand up, forcing his tongue into my mouth. But I could already feel what caused that pain. Alastor pushed his claws into my chest with so much pressure, they almost sink into my flesh. W-what is he doing?? I could not hide the look of disappoinment and hurt on my face. He leaned his forehead against mine, looking deep into my eyes. "Shhh darling~ There's no need for you to cry. After all, we'll be together forever as soon as you'll arrive in hell." He rubbed with his other free thumb gently over my cheek. "Why? Why me? What have I done to deserve such a horrifying fate??" I sobbed into his chest. "I already fell my decision when I made that deal with your mother. I oberserved you both after she summoned me for the first time. She said she needed some time to think about it again. So I watched you ... and I was kind of interested in you. The way you think about things or talk. Long story short: I started to have a crush on you, how the kids say nowadays. But then your mother made up her mind and told me about the deal. Of course I could have just said no but I had a better plan. With a deal comes conditions too. So I told her I would do it if I could take someone with me to hell. But I have never clarified who I've had in mind ... and that's where you come in. I want to spend eternity with you, which is not possible if you're still alive and I'm not. So what do you think is an acceptable solution?" His face came closer again and his lips brushed against mine while he was talking. I swallowed hard. "K-killing m-me?" My voice was only a whisper but our faces were so close he heard it nonetheless. "Aaaaand ladies and gentlemen, we have a winner!!", Alastor announced, well, cheered before he looked back at me. "Now, be a good girl and let me show you what's it like to spend eternity ... in hell~" He chuckled sinisterly and gave my cheek a good, long lick. I let out a squeak. "Oh my god Al. Stop it, that is disgusting." His grin only widened and he ran his hands over my sides to my hips. "Oh, now you're thinking it's disgusting. When I used my tongue for ... other activities~ you thought it was quite pleasurable~" I wanted to shoot something back when the pain in my chest grew. With all strength I had left, I pushed him away and instantly observed my now blood stained shirt. I could tell that I was bleeding and it was hurting like fucking hell but it was not deep enough to kill me. "Not hurting me, huh? You're already doing it, you moron." I rolled my eyes and straightened my shirt. "Well, maybe it will hurt a little. But I guarantee you that it is not my intention to harm you. If I could I would do it painle-... huh, maybe that is even possible.... Darling would you do me a favor? Come here~", he offered me his hand to take it but I didn't even bother to move, I was to scared what he might do to me. After he realized that I wouldn't come to him, he let out an exhausted sigh. "Then I will do it myself...", the demon murmured under his breath, taking long steps towards me while I was backing away. W-what is he going to do?? As he came closer, he bit his lip so hard that it started to bleed. His blood was nothing like mine. It was a thick black liquid which was disgusting just by looking at it. "Hey, what are you doing?? Stop it!" He took my wrist quite firmly and pulled me close to him. His blood covered lips pressing on mine. Even the taste of his blood was disgusting! Alastor managed to slip his tongue into my mouth. The fool taste of the liquid flooded my mouth and I was so close to throwing up. The red deer demon pulled away, looking up and down at me. "And now, we wait. It will take about 5 to 10 minutes until the blood cauterizes your organs. Before you even notice it, you will be gone. That means, no pain!" He grinned at me but I facepalmed. "Your so stupid. Of course it will hurt when my organs get cauterized. Sometimes I cant believe that you're a grown up man... But I have to admit, that's more comfortable than you ripping my heart out," I sighed and looked up at the sky. "Oh, but I will, my love. After all, it's mine. I'm just taking what's mine. Don't you agree~?" I wanted to say something in return when my knees suddenly felt weak and I fell to the ground. Oh God... maybe 'ripping my heart out' doesn't sound that bad. Alastor looked down at me with a satisfied smile. "I see, the poison is working." "Your fucking blood is poisoned?!" "Well, for humans. Not for other demons", he shrugged his shoulders and leaned down to me. "I fucking hate you, you bastard...", I beared my teeth and tried to ignore the pain but that was impossible. I've never felt so much pain in my whole life. "Ah ah ah. You shouldn't address you lover like that, dear. Now, give me one last smile before you'll close your eyes~" He lifted my chin up with his index finger. Our gazes locked and a single tear ran down my cheek. I don't wanna die yet. All the things I could have done in the future... the people I could have met, maybe new friends, best friends? I could have opened my own restaurant just like I wanted and always dreamt of. All my dreams were now shattered because of this self-regarding demon. But I'll get my revenge for everything he has done to me. I'm not done with him... "You want a smile? You know what... fuck you! I'll see you in hell, asshole. And I'll make you pay...", I somehow spat and raised my eyebrow in a mocking manner, before I noticed how my vision slowly faded to black. My body felt so weak and I couldn't move at all. Some drops of my blood landed in the snow beneath me, coming from my bleeding mouth. Alastor let go of my chin and I felt down onto the ground into the snow, not moving...unconscious...dead. Almost in slow motion, the snow right under my body turned red from my blood. The red deer sighed and stood back up. "So much trouble for just one last smile. So stubborn." His chesire smile turned even bigger, now that he knew that I'd wait for him once they were back. "I will see you soon, dear. Just wait for me~"

A/N: Heey guys. So this is the last chapter before the epilogue. I hope you enjoyed reading it and I will see y'all in the epilogue chapter of this book. If I didn't find all mistakes and typos, please ignore them. I will look over the chapter later.
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