Break up with your girlfriend- calum hood

Journals- part 45

It's now a week or two later and I'm actually leaving for tour tonight but I thought it would be nice to tell what happened the last few days in the hospital

Sooo to start off with Ashton showed up. Yeah shocker. Let me tell you about it

*flashback to then*

Me and cal are having a conversation when Ashton walks in.
My head instantly turns to the door and I feel sick to my stomach.
Then I look to calum like I just saw a ghost
"Hey" ash says to me
"Good morning" I calmly respond
"Cal what did you do" I whisper to calum
"I just told ash to come" he says
"Ugh fuck off" I say rolling over on the bed
"Sooo it's gonna be a long day huh" Ashton says
"Yup" Luke responds
"Ok can I just tell you something" I blurt out
They all look at me confused
"Me and ash broke up. Please don't make this awkward and please, I do not wanna talk about it or else I will cry. I needed to tell y'all" I blurt out shamelessly
"Cm'ere" cal says reaching his arms out for a hug
I walk over and hug him and I see Luke and Sierra look at me and ash with shocked faces
*back to present*

Yeah the whole day was pretty awkward
But I got through it and the next day was better. Oh and it was also shorter. I hung out with mike and crystal once I left the hospital and I thanked them for picking me up. I also still haven't been on my phone. At least not much. And I actually feel a lot better. I realized a lot of things.
I missed cal a lot, still don't like Katy, uh miss Ashton but realized it was for the best. I'm exited to go on tour.
I've also decided to get. Therapist and we will talk every 2 days over FaceTime will I'm on tour. Cal told me he would face time me every night to make sure I'm okay and that makes me really happy. Maybe more than it should. I only told scooter that I just was sick at the hospital and they kept me for a bit and I just decided to get a therapist because I need one anyways. He fell for it. I'm currently on a plane to la. The first show. There's only a couple. It's LA, Detroit, Nashville, Atlanta, Chicago, NYC, Toronto, Dallas, Charlotte.

I got to go but there's more coming

(Basically this is what y/n would write in her diary or journal)

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This chapter sucked I'm sorry. I can't come up with anything to write

ALSO THANKS FOR 7k

AND WOW I GOT SOUNDCHECK FOR ATLANTA NO SHAME TOUR

AND THE ALBUM COMES OUT MARCH LIKE WOW

NO SKIPS