Our sky will always be Dark

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There Akira laid...his body turning into little glowing lights....
"AKIRA!!!!!!"
I scrambled to get up from the ground... With tears falling down my cheeks I hugged him...
"We fought really hard, (Y/N).... Sorry all I ever do is argue with you...."
I cried and shook my head..
"I enjoyed those moments...We fought because we had strong opinions...because we wanted to have fun.."
My tears fell onto his face and he chuckled with a smile...
I wiped his tears away..it had been so long since I've seen him smile...or even laugh...
"I haven't seen you smile or even laugh in years....so why now..."
"It's just that... We both were such idiots...but,"
He lowered my head so our forehead would touch..
"You were a idiot that I didn't mind having around..."
I tightly gripped onto his uniform...
"We never lived our childhood....we both were so busy protecting Shiemi... That we didn't even try to have fun.."
"Yeah... All we ever did was fought over the stupidest things.... And try to do things we couldn't even do.."
He hid my face into his neck...
"Your always there to protect us...your always there for us...(Y/N)... You were always the one who dealt with all our problems," I tried to feel his warmth,but it was disappearing..
"You never had time for anything... All you did was carry everyone's burden..."
He combed my hair and I could feel his hand start to disappear...
I grabbed onto him...I didn't want to let go....
"I never want to let you go, Akira..."
"I know... I don't want to let you go as well..."
I tried to stop myself from crying...
"I had wanted to see Akane...but now...I can no longer see her..."
"Because you have all of the demons sins..."
He nodded his head..
"Yeah... I enjoyed every second  with you and Shiemi...."
My head hit the ground as his body disappeared completely....Akira had disappeared fully..
I screamed out.. I needed to get it all out...I felt a warm presence...
When I turned around...no one was there...
Wind blew towards my face..
"Caw,caw! Two Hashiras are here to help!"
It was to late now...Akira was no longer here...I didn't see a point anymore...
I loved Shiemi and Akira....but now they were gone....
"You promised to me....you promised to never let go....you stupid liar..."
I laid on my side and passed out... I was so tired...mentally, physically, and emotionally...

I rubbed my eyes and saw Shinobu...and everyone..
"You finally woke up! You shouldn't talk yet... Here's some water."
I took the cup and drank the water..
"U-um..(Y/N)-San... I'm sorry about Shiemi and Akira.."
I threw my cup at her... Sure she was a Love Pillar...
But she doesn't know anything...about my love though..

I couldn't sleep.... It had felt so lonely...so cold.
There was no longer any warmth in my heart... I never noticed how much I had loved the two..
Growing together, hurting together, loving together, and most of all, being together.
Nothing else mattered when i was with the both of them....but now..
Now I can no longer feel Shiemi's kindness, and Akira's warmth on the coldest days..
Lately the weather had felt so cold...is if it was burning outside, it felt so cold...
The sky seemed to always be so gloomy and dark...The Sky Pillar...
I closed my eyes and thought for a bit...
Memories flood through my head..

"AKANE!!"
"Where's Shiemi and Akane!"
"Let's burry her in the field..."

I opened my eyes... Wanting to see Shiemi's worried expression and Akira's concerned glare...
But there was nothing...tears fall down my cheeks... I covered my mouth to make sure no noise would come out...
My body shook violently....I couldn't hold it in anymore... All my emotions flooded out...I could hear someone coming...
But that didn't matter anymore... I couldn't live with the pain anymore....I just wanted them back...

The next day
I was free to go...I walked outside and went back to grandpa... He opened his arms for me...I ran towards him crying..
Shiemi...
"What did we do to deserve this? Why does god hate us?"
Her crying face came flooding through my mind again...Akira...
"You're  so skilled in so many things." He nodded his head.
I cried hard...I couldn't stop...my emotions were every where...I couldn't keep them in anymore..
'I failed to protect them....I failed....'
Grandpa patted my head and smiled.
"There child, cry it all out, don't bottle them up anymore."

The Sky will always be dark for me..

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