RANJISH HI SAHI [𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖙𝖊𝖉]

Chapter 5| Wanderlust ( نہ تم جانو نہ ہم)

ہم کو تھا تو ہے منفرد لیکن
تجھ کو بھی دنیادار پایا ہے
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"So, how is life?"

Her ammi summed up the flood of expressions in one sentence. She chuckled.

"Pretty cool Ammi. He takes care of me, loves me very much, no unnecessary restrictions. A bit unexpressive but understanding!"

She stated, peace settled on her face.

"And what about your mother in law?"

Her mother's face depicted hidden fears when she asked.

"She will be fine with time!"

She tried to hide the sudden wave of pain that appeared on her face.

"Just don't worry. Jb bachiya naye gharo mein jaati hain toh adjustment problems hoti hain lekin waqt kay saath sb theik hojata hai !" Her mom consoled her, precisely herself.

"Lekin Ammi mujhe lgta hai woh mujhe pasand nahi karti. Unki koi beti nahi hai isi lye woh buht sensitive nahi hain shayd. Thori sakht mizaaj hain. Kbhi kbhi unka raviya buht insulting sa lgta hai. Mein ne apko shaadi se pehle bhi btaya tha!"

She didn't want to complain but who else could better understand this ache of heart.

"Betey, aisa nai hai maayein shuru mein bacho k lye protective hojati hain shayd isi lye. Aur phir kia farq parta hai. Tum dono apas mein to khush ho na? Woh tumhara khyaal rakhta hai. Suljha hua hai. Shareef hai. Mehnati hai. Itnay achay rishtey inqaar nahi kiye jatey wese bhi."

"Ammi inkaar krna hota toh mein shaadi hi nahi krti. Mangni se pehle bhi woh achey lagtey thai aur baad mein bhi mujhe woh hamesha achey hi lagey hain. Lekin auntie ko shayd parhi likhi well off bahu nahi chahiye thi. Agr unkay betey ko mein pasand na aati toh woh shaadi bhi nahi krti kbhi. Mein kuch bhi kar lun unko achi nahi lgti aur kbhi kbhi mujhe lgta hai unka beta bhi ahista ahista aisa sochne lgey ga!"

She stated her most feared thought.

"Kia hogya hai beta. Abhi 6 maheenay huay hai tumhari shaadi ko aur tum kesi sochai le kar baith gyi ho!"

Her mother tried to hush her fears.

"Bas aisey hi."