My Sons Tutor: Choi San

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[a:n random gifs i'm sorry..]

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Wooyoung

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I gave San another confused look once my embarrassment died down. The words he said were random. San smiled lightly as his cheeks seemed light pink. He must've felt embarrassed as well.

"What was that?" I said as I looked at him with an unusual look. I've never seen anyone do that.

"You know, you yell your worries out into the water." San said looking back at the glistening blue water. I nodded slowly as I walked back towards the water with him.

"Like this," He said before clearing his throat, "I feel stressed and like I'm not needed by someone, and I need him so much!" He yelled causing him to be out of breath. I gave him a concerned look. All his sentences seemed depressing.

"Uhh, okay," I said following along, "I feel tired and schools stressful! I feel bad because I'm not a good dad for Jongho!" I said letting some things off my chest. It felt refreshing to let out some of my worries. San gave me a pouted look.

"Your not a bad dad your a wonderful dad. Jonghos told me all about you. He really adores and looks up to you." San said smiling lightly as me causing the weight of being a bad dad to be lifted partially. Sure he could've been lying but it felt nice.

"Now say some more fun things." San said walking closer to me. I nodded as I understood what he meant.

"You first." I said quietly. It was mostly for myself, but I knew San had heard me.

"I wish my roommate would pay rent!" San screamed loudly as I giggled. He must've been close with her if he let her live with him and not pay rent. San turned and nudged to me.

"Wish that I wasn't jealous for no reason!" I yelled unsure of what to say. San tilted his head a bit and then smiled.

"I wish he'd like me back!" San yelled before coughing lightly. I looked at him confused as to who he liked. This made me even more jealous and irritated. If he had liked someone else then he didn't like me.

"Who d-do you like..?" I said unsure of why I wanted to know. San smiled before making his lips a thin line.

"What if I liked you..." He said obviously teasing me, but for someone reason the words made my heart flutter. He had to be teasing me, or he wouldn't of laughed after wards.

I sighed as I felt my cheeks heat up to a light shade of pink. San had a smirk on the corner of his lips as I felt flustered.

I laughed it off as San started walking back towards my place. I quickly ran to catch up with him. I observed San as he walked in front of me. He looked so precious as he walked letting his hand ride along the rail of the bridge. I walked closer to the railing letting my hand copy what his did. I rubbed my hand along following Sans movements.

"Woo, are you mad at me?" San said as he continued walking. He didn't look back at me as he walked.

"I was..." I said quietly as I didn't want to admit to it. San chuckled softly before moving his hand to his side.

"Why?" He said as we continued on the small road to my neighborhood. I didn't know how to answer such a broad question. There was probably many reasons as to why he had made me mad.

"Because Suni." I said humming lightly trying to not relive the moment. I knew I had unexplainable reasons that I myself didn't know the answer to. I was mad at how he made me feel such a flustered mess inside and out.

"Why is that?" San said still walking ahead of me. I sighed as I knew he'd ask this.

"Because she was all touchy with you. Why would you let your friend do that? I wouldn't even let Yunho act so flirty towards me, and you just so effortlessly let her. Why?" I said feeling slightly heated an annoyed once again. I heard San stop in his tracks. I stopped as well feeling uneasy about being so mean to Suni.

"I didn't realize it bothered you that much..." He said sounding quite sad. I made a saddened face as I felt disappointed.

"Do you like her..? I said looking at San for the first time since at the bridge. San looked down before looking at me as well.

"I've already told you I like guys..." San said hesitant. I could tell he felt a bit uneasy as well.

"Oh... well does she like you?" I said feeling very awkward. I was making it worse than it had to be. The air felt thick as we sat a few meters away from my house.

"I- I don't know.. And I don't think she does. Why would I know?" He said sounding kind of mad as well. I widened my eyes quickly as he seemed mad.

"I'm sorry for bringing it up..." I muttered quietly as San exhaled loudly. We both sat quietly as I could tell neither of us knew what to say.

"I gotta go." I said as the silence was killing me. San looked at me pursing his lips. He nodded before we split paths.

"Woo!" Yunho said excitedly as I walked in feeling like a bullet pierced through me. I looked up at him giving him a sympathetic smile.

"Not now Yun." I said feeling like death. I just had an argument with someone I wouldn't even classify as my friend a few days ago, and now I'm jealous and depressed over him. I sighed as I felt so foolish.

"San?" Yunho said knowing exactly why I was upset. I gave him a displeased look before nodding. Yunho pulled me into a hug as he knew I was upset.

"He got all mad when I mentioned it." I said huffing as I felt more angered talking about it. I hugged harder onto the tall blonde male.

"I'm sorry Woo." He said whispering almost in my ear. I knew anything he said right now would not fix how I felt and he knew as well.

a:n
DUDE i haven't had wifi for like 3-4 days and :(( it's so boring i've listened to likE EVERY song on my phone :/
sorry these a:n's are so long i just like communicating with y'all :,)

but beside that i was looking back on the plot i originally wrote for this book AND BOY I WISH I LOOKED AT IT WHEN I WAS WRITING ITS SO INTERESTING AND BETTER THEN THIS JUNK IM WRITING :(((((( ill just add it on my 2jae book 😐

anyways i'll shut up please stay healthy sorry i'm so bored ily all <4