"Why does everyone hate me "
"I can't tolerate these sufferings anymore... "
"Being born is a mistake"
No it's not...
" Why is this body's mind so messed up??"
"Whatever the situation I know I can handle it with my beauty and brains.
Hahaha... "
"...
Should I tell him..... About my feelings..... But I'm not that sure of it.... What should I do?
"Why're you looking worried? ", he sat on the sofa, and took a biscuit from the plate.
"Umm.. Nothing.. "
"What is it? ", he asked while nibbling a biscuit.
"Hey... Can I ask you something? ", I said.
"Hmmm"
"Do you like me? ", I asked.
He took the biscuit out of his mouth. "What? "
"I mean....do you like me....I mean like....love....", I stammered.
"Hmmmmmm..... ? ", he put his arms wide on the sofa and stretched his head a little back. He leaned on the sofa and looked up at the ceiling.
He looked as if he was thinking deeply.
"Did I ask.... something wrong?"
"Yessss.. ", he said.
Oh my..... I'm so scared now. Is he angry?
"How should I answer this....... ", he mumbled. He was still looking up.
I should just put forth all my courage and ask him...... And just die...... *Internal sobs *
He won't kill me for this... would he? I need to clarify my feelings too...
"Hmm.... You even.... kissed me... Twice or thrice.....", I said in a low tone.
He suddenly brought his face down and faced me. I got shivers....
"Hmm. That's right!! ", he said in an excited tone which made me jerk a bit.
Ahh... I'm totally scared now.... He's scaring the hell out of me.... Mamma... He's acting like a psycho now... I'm regretting my action.....
I bit my lower lip in fear.
"So.. You're saying you like me... Like loving me? ", he asked. Now he got up from his sofa.... And came near me, to the bed.
"I mean like a normal boyfriend.... Not lover!", I shouted.
What the hell am I saying?!! I think I've gone insane because of fear.
"Friend..... or lover? ", he asked, staring deep into my eyes.
"Lovers.....? ", I said.
He suddenly walked off to the balcony with a sad expression...... And then he flew off quietly.
Is he disappointed...? Did I do something wrong? I just wanted to clarify my feelings towards him.... But he just scared me and went off. He didn't even say anything. And all I was worrying about, was getting rejected. I think that would have been better...... Than getting scared.....
-------------- *next morning *
I couldn't sleep properly because of ray..... He left without giving a proper reply.
So my conclusion is....... He doesn't like me.... Then..... , I don't like him either. We just see each other as friends.
That's right!! I shouldn't confuse my feelings anymore........ But still..... I'm a bit worried.
I went out.
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