new, spectacular,

not right

The past couple days had been heating up, mainly because Yung's body had to be reported to the police. It was easier than getting rid of it and risk it following back to one of the guys. This meant my dad was working even longer hours and was barely home. 

"Why don't you just tell him?" Carmen asks as we sit outside my apartment complex. "I wish I could, but my dad would have a total freak out" I reply sending her a look. "But don't you think he should know?" she questioned. The whole idea of hiding information from my dad brought a certain feeling. A mix of guilt and terror. Guilt because I'm hiding important information, and terror due to the fear of my dad finding out. "Alright, and when I do will you help Jisung go into hiding? Because if I told him everything, my dad would be out for his ass immediately" I explained. Although Carmen was chuckling lightly it soon came to a stop when Jisung's car pulled up to the curb. 

"And hello ladies"Chenle said as we entered the backseat. "Hello gentlemen" Carmen retorted as she settled into the seat behind Chenle's. "What's with everyone being so proper all the sudden?" Jisung questioned as he began to drive down the street. "The dolphin started it" Carmen joked which caused everyone except Chenle too chuckle. "Very funny. If we're throwing shots here, when was the last time you talked to Jeno?" Chenle asked while wiggling his eyebrows at Carmen. Her expression immediately falling, before holding a fist up to now squealing boy. "Oh yeah that's right! Ever since Kaya told you about NCT you've been avoid Jeno!" Jisung exclaiming with a laugh. Like I said, Carmen took a day to process all the information. And within that day she all the sudden determined that Jeno was 10 times scarier due to him being in a gang. Well that's what she's claiming. The thing is, Carmen knew deep down that Jeno wasn't a saint and had to have committed some sins in his life; but she still talked and joked around with him. Now she's quiet and avoids eye contact, I think it's rather not the feeling of distrust but liking. 

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Something doesn't feel right. 

Why? 

It was the last class of the day and for some reason something felt so off. The feeling of something was going to happen, and the pool of my stomach was slowly growing. Anticipation was evident as well the silence in the classroom stagnant other than the soft voice of the teacher. Suddenly faint shouting coming from the hallways. What the hell? The voices growing and from the looks around the classroom everyone was wondering as well. A couple of guys standing up even through the teachers silent protests, but there was no way she had control over the class. "Damn is that Jisung?" one of the guys said to other. My eyes immediately widening and standing to my feet to look out the door way. They weren't lying. But my eyes weren't ready for the sight in front of me. 

People at this point were almost spilling out there classrooms as they watched Jisung being escorted by two police officers. What the fuck happened? Making eye contact with the boy who I would practically spill my heart out for, my heart began to quicken. And not in a good way. He looked expressionless before walking out the door of the schools with the officers beside him. As people whispered gossips between each other, I notice a familiar boy within the crowds. Chenle. 

"What is going on?" I questioned with slight panic in my tone. "You tell me! All the sudden Renjun texted us and claimed to be ready. I have no clue why, but I'm heading to him now. Do me favor and stop by the police station if you can" he said before jogging down the hall and out the school doors. 

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Walking up the police station I've been to plenty of times for my dad, I felt my nerves growing. My heart was still slowing down after I practically sprinted off campus. Slowly opening up the doors I looked around cautiously for the fact that my dad could be in at the moment. The clerk luckily seemed new enough to not recognize me, but it didn't help that my dad could walk around any moment. "Hey what can I help you with?" the young deputy asked as he looked up from his screen. "I'm looking for someone. I don't think they were arrested, but-" I started nervously but was soon cut off by a voice. "Kaya?" the recognizable voice asked. The tone relieved me as I immediately knew it was Jisung. "Actually I just found him, thanks" I said to officer quickly before turning around to Jisung. He looked tired, as he held his jacket in one hand and the other in his pocket. 

As we walked out the station he gripped my hand and sighed lightly. "Are you okay? What happened?" I questioned as we walked down the street. "Calm down, I'm okay" he replied chuckling slightly. Turning to look down at me briefly I felt my heart  ease a little. "What happened then?" I asked. Jisung stopped before breathing in deeply. Oh god did I ask too much? "They somehow got a connection between Yung and me" he explained, and the response making my eyes almost pop out of my skull. "How is that possible? You're not even close to Yung, or well not as much as Chenle" I said which Jisung nodded. "I know, and they mentioned how someone dropped a hint to them that I might be involved" he added. "Who would do that?" I questioned with furrowed eye brows. His expression changed before looking away and back to me. Is he...? No... he wouldn't... He isn't thinking it's me right? "You're joking?" I question which Jisung sighed once again deeply, before running a hand through his hair. "Answer me" I stated as I felt annoyance growing. "Look, I told you about everything and the all the sudden the police get a hint. I'm just curious" he said. The sentence immediately causing me to release his hand from mine. "Kaya calm down" Jisung stated trying to reason with me, but I wasn't having it. "You're suspecting that I would say anything?" I asked tilting my head. He seemed unsure of what he was going to say next, but in the end I wasn't in the mood to hear it. Beginning to walk more down the street he of course followed close. "Please calm down, I was just wondering!" the tall boy stated as he looked down at me. "You think I'd say something? After everything you've done, you think I would NOW say something?" I question not looking back at him. "I have to think of all possibilities! I'm also wondering if it could be Carmen as well" he explained still following close. "Now Carmen?! You think the girl that likes Jeno is the one to rat you out to the police? But most importantly you think 'your girl' would snitch you out as well?" I question almost feeling hysteric. Gripping my hand to stop me from walking away anymore he caused my body to swing back in front of him. Now looking at each other eye to eye I wanted to hit him. "Angel-" he started but was cut off. "Oh no, no, no, no, no! Do not call me that!" I said trying to get away, but of course Jisung was too strong. The action even causing a smirk to form upon his lips. "What are you gonna do about it?" he asks bending his knees a little to be the same height, almost treating me like a child. "Jisung this isn't funny, I'm mad at you" I stated in a deadpanned tone. But the smirk never ceased to disappear from his face, and my words seemed to encourage it more. "Then what would you do if I..." he said before trailing off to look at my lips. My heart was beginning to race as he leaned before he was maybe an inch away from my face. I'm supposed to be mad! Kaya be mad! Why am I- my thoughts being stopped as Jisung pressed his lips against mine. Releasing his grip upon my wrist he settled it upon my waist before pulling me closer. Pulling away I hit his chest and send him a disapproving look, but not even fazed Jisung pulled me right back in to press his lips against mine. "Jisung!" I say quickly as I catch my breath away from the kiss again. Him looking down at me to smile fondly before kissing all over my face. "I swear-" I started "I'll stop if you say you're not mad anymore!" he interrupts cheekily before continuing. "Fine!" I say giving up, which caused the tall boy to abruptly stop and look at me happily. "I'm sorry I questioned, I should've thought about how it would affect you" he stated. Nodding softly his smile grew a little more until I couldn't even see his eyes. 

"Kaya?" A voice suddenly called. 

Oh shit. What is my dad doing here? ...

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i know it has been such a long time since an update and im so sorry! classes started pilling up and i became in a funk, but im feeling better now. anyways hope all of you are healthy and happpy!