Chapter 20

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A/N every time I go to Starbucks I say my names Ashton and it comes out 'Ashley' and it pisses me off.

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I woke up the following morning, not in the room I was staying at with the band, but a different room. I sat up and I noticed I was naked with a female who was also naked laying next to me. But it wasn't Luna, of any random female. It was Lisa.

Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.

Millions of thoughts were going through my mind over second. I cheated. I actually cheated. Feeling sick to my stomach that I did something I've always hated since I was 13. I was pulled out of my thoughts by Lisa waking up, wrapping her arms around me.

"Lisa stop." I stated then took her arms off of me.

"Kait please I love you" she said sounded hurt.

"Lisa I'm sorry but I just need time to think" I said getting up getting my clothes that were scattered over the hotel floor.

"What about last night?" She said sitting up and covering herself with the blanket.

"I...I'm not gonna lie. It was amazing Lisa, but it was also a mistake of different reasons. First you've always told me you wanted to wait to have sex until marriage, second I have a girl-"

"A girlfriend I know. I was ready and I wanted it , and you can't lie that didn't want it because then you would've stopped, but you didn't"

"I have to go, we'll talk about it when I come home"

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"Hey where were you last night I was getting worried" Luna told me when I entered the hotel room.

"I wondering around and got lost, my phone died" I lied, but the part about my phone dying was real.

"I'm glad you're okay" she said wrapping her arms around my neck.

"Lun I have to tell you something"

"What is it?"

"I-I slept with-"

"Lisa wasn't it"

"Yea"

"Did she kiss you like this?" Luna said attaching our lips together kissing me slowly. "Did she touch you like this" she started running her hands down my chest under my shirt, tracing the outline of my abs.

•••

"Did we just?" I asked.

"Yup" Luna said staring up at the ceiling.

"Didn't see that coming" I said honestly. I sighed then getting dressed in fresh clothes.

"So where does this leave us?" Luna asked doing the same.

"Honestly Lun, I don't know. I just need sometime to think things through, can we just stay friends for now?"

"yea"

"Thank you" I said and placed my lips on her forehead.

•••

Before the show we had another radio interview in Vegas. We were at the radio station going live.

"So Luna and Kait we heard that you two are dating?" The radio interviewer asked. Shit.

"Well um..honestly we aren't together anymore" Luna told her.

"Awe why is that?" She asked.

"Just personal reasons, but we gotta make this thing work because of the band and all. Plus I wouldn't want Luna to leave the band because I mean Fourth Element wouldn't be the same at all, plus I'll miss Luna and I doing stupid shit while were on stage" I explained.

"Well at some shows you guys twerk am I right?" The interviewer laughed.

"Fuck yea! I mean if we feel the crowd isn't loud enough we'll do stuff to make them scream" I said.

"And that also embarrasses us" Andrew said.

"Aye fuck you" I said.

"What about when you guys are on stage? You guys are hilarious, I saw you last night, you guys should to comedy or have a reality show"

"We're just stupid 19 to 21, who act like 5 year olds. Sometimes on stage we seem like we hate each other but honestly we do hate each other. I'm kidding were like a family" Zack said.

"Zack you broke your drum during the show how did that happen?"

"Well I have been trying to break that fucking thing the whole tour, and well honestly, I just kept hitting it harder-"

"HA kinky" I laughed

"Perv. Anyway I just kept doing that and finally broke it and I'm proud" Zack said.

" were punk rock" I said.

"No were not" Luna said.

"Stop being a fucking downer" I told her. "We are punk rock"

"Were as punk rock as Fifth Harmony"

"Lauren's punk rock" I told her.

"She's a rocker there's a difference"

"Yeaaaah not really"

"Fine were as punk rock as Camila"

"You saw the picture of her wearing black"

"Yet she was still able to look like a puppy"

"So done with you" I laughed.

"So when are we getting Fourth Elements first single?"

"Well once we go home for Christmas and new years, we are hitting the studio to record hopefully get a single out before our tour with The 1975. So what's gonna happen is that that tour is getting pushed back a bit so we can record" Andrew explained.

"So basically every band has someone that keeps everyone else on check, who's that member for you guys?"

"Luna" me, Zack and Andrew said in a unison.

"If it wasn't for her we'd be late to our own concerts because we'd be sleeping" Zack said.

"She basically almost every morning she'll have to wake us up or else we probably wouldn't" I explained. "She's like the mom of the group"

"One time I had to hit Zack in the balls to wake him" Luna laughed.

"Still mad at you for that" Zack told her

"You were still asleep after I poured water on you and we were running late, I had to think of something"

"Sounds painful just hearing about it" I said making a pain face, while I pushed down on my dick, thinking of the pain.

"Oh it was"

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