You Against I

XIV

Next Morning (2months, Week Fourth )

Kong was lying on the couch in the living room, he couldn't sleep the whole night. He was thinking all this time about what he should about Arthit 

He loved Arthit, he loved him more than anything but even he has limits. He was human, he can't keep chasing Arthit his whole life. 

If Arthit won't be selfish for them then he would be the selfish one, it might hurt Arthit but he didn't know what else he could.

Kongpop was still in deep thought when he heard weak knocking on the door, Kongpop want to ignore it but his instinct told that he should check 

When Kong opened the door he found Tine standing outside with his bag, He gave Kong a weak smile. 

Kong quickly grabbed Tine when he saw him about to fall, Tine suddenly started sobbing which broke Kongpop's heart and he helps Tine to get inside.

An hour later....

"I didn't know where to go....dad is not conditioned to see me like this, Type is not here and I don't want to face S....his family.... I'm sorry Phee" Tine whispers as he hugs himself.

Both were sitting on the opposite sides of the couch, it was 5am in the morning. 

"I...." Kongpop became quiet, he himself wasn't in condition to comfort anyone 

".. Tine remember my offer?" Kongpop chokes as he spoke, Tine eyes widen when Kongpop started talking about the marriage again 

"Phee... if I didn't know about P'Arthit, I would have at least thought about it but now..." Tine looks at Kong who had expressionless face

"What's the difference between us Tine?" Kong asked with chuckle 

"Phee! Please don't give on P'Arthit! I don't want what happened between you two but you still mend it! Unlike..." Kongpop doesn't let Tine complete his sentence and spoke

"Tine, we both are the same. Sarawat doesn't know about his feelings for you..." "He doesn't love me!" Tine said interrupting Kongpop 

"I know my idiot cousin, to him you're his everything but he has given your relationship friendship name but for me, Tine you know what's problem for P'Arthit and me? He's too scared to accept our relationship....." Kongpop said

"Phee...." Tine whispers 

"I'm human Tine! For five years I have been blaming myself but then just one night I came to a painful reality! Whom should I blame now? P'Arthit for giving up on our love without telling me anything? Or P'Dawn who forced P'Arthit to do so? Or should I blame himself for still living in hope that he will love me? Tell me!" 

Kong looks at Tine for an answer.

"The person I love more than my own doesn't wish to love me back because he's scared that we won't end up together" Kongpop spoke again. Both became quiet, Tine looked at Kongpop and felt sad.

Being in love with someone but that person not loving you back, you can blame only yourself but if you know that person loves you too but they are not ready to accept it. 

It was more painful because then you don't know whether you should keep loving them or step back.

(A/N: shit! This looks so familiar 😶

Two hours later....

Rome, Bright, Phukong and Mil were gathered at Kongpop's home. Tine told them how he ended his relationship with Sarawat while Kongpop told them about Arthit and about their three month deal