"Did you find anything that you liked?" Caleb had dropped me off first and would be back later. Dad was eating at the table with Andrew.
I took my sweater off and draped it on the back of the chair. "Um," I shrugged. "I guess." What I bought wasn't somwthing I would ever wear, but I guess it was okay.
"Well, I sure hope so. School starts in twelve hours."
I huffed as I sat down, laying my head in my arms. "Thanks for reminding me."
The word school tended to bring back memories that I'd rather forget. Yes, I loved certain classes like Art and Journalism. But when it came to socializing and communicating with others, I didn't do too well.
"You'll be fine Tabitha. You always do. Just remeber, no matter what happens, you can do it."
I shook my head. "You can't make me do this." I whined.
He gruffed a little. "Oh, but I can." He smiled a crinkly smile.
Which was true, but, I really didn't want to go. What I needed was my mother's soothing voice. I needed her here to let me know that I was just over reacting, that I would be fine, and even if I wasn's fine, she would be there for me. But she wasn't here, she couldn't be here. One of the few people that I could count on had left me. She would no longer be there to help me in times like this, when I simply just needed her there for the simple fact that she was my mother.
I let a little tear fall before wiping its wetness away quickly.
"I'll be in my room." I mumbled sadly.
He looked up from his plate, but said nothing, giving me a slight nod. I knew he could tell from the look on my face which way my wheels were turning.
I plopped down on my bed witha a thud, letting its plushness seep aeound me. I breathed in its scent, it was washed in the same detergent that my mother always used. It was a comfort, not exactly what I needed, but at least filling a little bit of the empty space in my chest.
All I did was lay there, not thinking, not really even breathing, simply letting everything leave my head. I breathed in deeply, then let it out slowly, imagining every thing bad exiting my body in the process.
My body began to relax and mellow out. I felt a certain resolve, sometimes quiet was all you needed to clear your thoughts.
"Tab?" Okay so, maybe not.
I lifted my head off the pillow to see a figure standing in my doorway. He took a step forward, and from the glow of the hallway light I could see Caleb's pale features. Witha sigh, I laid my head back down and shut my eyes.
The bed jostled a little beneath his weight. "You okay?" I nodded into the pillow. "You sure?" Another nod. "Positive?"
I took a pillow and whacked him with it. "Shh!"
I heard his quiet laugh in the dark. "Sorry." He took a hand and raked it gently through my hair. I shivered at the womderful sensation it sent through me. "I think I'm going to sleep in my own bed tonight. You know, since there's school tomorrow."
I nodded, not really sure if I was upset or not.
"Well," he started. "You'reobviously tired so," he kissed the top of my hair. "Goodnight."
"Night." My words got lost in the pillow.
Honestly, I hadn't even heard him leave, I was already sleep.
*****
Ugh! Why was the bed moving! It was too early and I just wanted to keep my eyes shut.
"Tab."
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Taga Long
Teen FictionTabitha Long has always been shy. Past experiences in her childhood left her this way. There was only one person who knew her as well as her mom...and his name was Caleb. Life happens for these two, and in Tab's mind, they end up in two separate wo...