Andy Biersack sister

Chapter 5

Ava pov

After Danny and the boys left I went into my room I was pacing back and forth trying to figure out who the fuck does Ben think he is really does he think that he can just walk back into my life like nothing happened like we didn't lose our only child that I'll forget that he cheated on me ?

No I won't forgive him I can't what he did was unacceptable who in their right minds does that especially to a sixteen year old my head started spinning as I got a flashback

-flashback-

I was pacing around the hospital waiting room when the doctors came back with a sad look on their faces Ben was holding onto me when they approached us I was the first to say anything
Is she okay Doctor ?
The doctor looked more upset I'm sorry Ma"am but your daughter didn't make it she was already dead when you brought her in here the cause of her death was SIDS I'm sorry for your loss
I felt my knees go weak as I fell to the floor my precious baby can't be dead no I won't accept this she was supposed to live a long happy life not die at 5 months old why me why...

End of flashback

I wiped the tears from my face that I didn't realize were falling it's been a few years but it still hurts my beautiful Scarlett would've been four this year my heart shattered all over again when I got another flash back

-flashback-

I just arrived at Ben's house I wanted to see my boyfriend after a long day it's been a rough three weeks for us and I think some alone time will do us good I open Ben's parents house with the spare key and let myself in it seemed that Mr. and Mrs. Bruce weren't home I closed the front door and locked it I put the spare key on the table and made my way up the stairs to my boyfriends room I heard noises coming from his room I got closer when I heard a girl scream Fuck yeah Ben harder go harder !!! I felt the tears in my eyes as I burst through the door I tried to think that this was just a dream that he wouldn't cheat on me but when I pinched myself and I felt pain and I was still in his room looking at him fuck a skank I knew it was real before I gave Ben the chance to explain I told him it was over and to leave me the fuck alone that I wanted nothing to do with him I ran out of his house and down his block before breaking down crying Ben Bruce you're dead to me.
- end of flashback -

I continued to cry as the pain I felt got worse I went into Scarlett's old room and curled up. On the couch in there holding onto one of her blankets I ended up falling asleep.

Ava ..,. Ava .... AVALYNN ATHENA BIERSACK WAKE UP NOW !!!!

I rolled off the couch when I heard someone yell my name I looked up from the floor to see my big brother look at me with a face full of concern I sighed and wiped my face lifting up my hand so Andy can pick me up after he helped me up I pulled him into a tight hug

Andrew why does it still hurt ? Why can't I move on and be happy ? Why is it whenever I see his stupid face or hear his stupid voice it makes my heart beat fast ? Why can't I just let him go ? What did I do that was so bad that it cost me my beautiful daughter and my boyfriend why did i have to lose Scarlett then Ben ? I broke down crying in my brothers arms

Shh Ava it's okay I'm here I'll always be here I don't know sweetie why you lost Scarlett but I do know that you were a wonderful mother and she was lucky to have you as a mom and as for Ben you did nothing wrong Ben is just a asshole who didn't deserve you and isn't worth your tears sweetie he really isn't so just breathe and everything will be okay I promise I'm here now and I'm not leaving you I promise

I took a breath trying to calm down before holding onto my brother tighter I calmed down after a few minutes I looked up at Andy Thank you Andy I appreciate it I love you he smiled no problem Ava I love you to

We headed downstairs to get some coffee and food once I got my coffee I sat down with an orange since I wasn't that hungry my brother sat down next to me with his Batman cup and a bagel

Whats our plans for today ?

We're meeting up with Danny and James since they wanna go shopping for tux for James wedding I nodded my head okay that sounds like it'll be fun as long as Ben not with them

Andy nodded his head I promise that he won't be okay. We finished breakfast and were now getting ready I was brushing through my hair when I looked in the Mirror perfect I ran downstairs to where my brother was

He seen me ready to go I nodded my head as I grabbed my purse and walked out to the Jeep that I own I unlocked the doors and started it up

Of Mice & Men came on I turned it up louder and began to drive towards the tuxedo store.

- 20 minutes later -

I was parking the car in the parking lot of the store when wake up came on by suicide silence aww I miss Mitch now I need to text him and ask him how he is especially Kenadee it's been awhile since I seen them.

We got out the car and entered the shop this should be fun.