Poems collection -Self harm (trigger warning)

Defiance

Cutting is my defiance,

It is my key through.

Its my betrayal,

It shows I can't be happy.

I try oh I try so hard,

To follow people's leads,

But I give up.

All my poems are going to end up all being about the same goddamn topic and all repetitive and stupid and rubbish and crap and ridiculous and they're going to start sounding like I'm an attention seeker so I'm going to stop. Or rather you should stop. Stop reading my poems, stop talking to me, because I don't deserve to be cared for, I don't deserve to be spoken to or praised. I'm only doing this to stop myself from killing myself, and I know that's selfish, and I know you probably don't care, but still...

25/12/14