Poems collection -Self harm (trigger warning)

A horrid face

I see a horrid face,

Hair is dark blonde,

The face the same,

And baring sharp teeth.

Pointy ears,

This horrid face

Is very sharp.

I can't breathe,

Its an evil glare,

And I've seen it before.

I know who this is,

And I want to kill it.

This face is Aidun's,

And I see it all the time,

I just denied it.

Its everywhere,

Following me,

Warning me,

Its showing me,

What happens to those,

Who commit sins to him.

Those teeth sparkle,

Like the glint

In a wolf's eye,

Ready to pounce.

Can someone kill him?

This face I always see,

I'm convinced it's real,

It's definitely real,

Nothing fake or dreamlike,

Can be so scary.

Its crushing my heart,

Snapping my strings,

Tearing me apart,

Why is he here still,

He's supposed to be dead.

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