Second chance?

Maybe she deserves it

Kara's pov

Alex just left my house after talking to me. Just being honest, I was furious, but if Alex wants to talk then there's no stopping. I don't know what I should do...I feel defeated, lost, miserable and angry.

I sigh and grab my car keys, headed to the car and drove to the place I used to call home...The person I used to call home.

While driving I was thinking what Alex said to me. She's right, I need to let her explain, because Lena did give me the chance to explain when I told her I was Supergirl. "Everybody deserves to get a chance..." I mutter.

I took the longer way, because I want to enjoy the view. I quickly drove up a mountain and stopped near the cliff edge. For Rao's sake I could have just flown here...

It was an amazing view towards the deep blue ocean. I actually wanted to propose to her here, everything was planned for weeks, or even months. But now I feel the universe wants something else from me, it doesn't want me to find love.

All of my friends have found love. Barry and Iris,Oliver and Felicity, Alex and Kelly, James and Lucy, Brainy and Nia...Literally all of my friends. And I'm the only one who has the feel the pain of losing...Everything again.

My whole life I was fighting, just being a warrior and never had the chance to relax...I never had that. Maybe I am just meant be a fighter, a hero that everyone relies to. My mother and father knew from the day I was born I would be a warrior, even my aunt knew that.

I'm really good at helping people, but I just suck on taking care of myself. I suffer, fight and put peoples needs before mine. I choose the world over myself, again and again. There wasn't a time where I never had to lose something dear to me over the world...Why is my life like this?

After letting go of my thoughts, I hop back into the car and drive to Lena's. She deserves to explain...maybe a second chance?