◾◻❤JonDami Oneshots❤◻◾

⚠️💔☕️ Promise ☕️💔⚠️

⚠️TW: Mentions of r*pe/ sexual assault and panic attacks.⚠️

Thank you to Greek_Gods101 for letting me use your oneshot called Promise about Damian for inspiration!

Thanks for over 10k reads! Yay!

▪️◻️◻️Both boys are 15◻️◻️▪️

Damian's pov

"Please kiss me?" Jon said with a pout. I rolled my eyes.

"Oh fine you big baby." I finished pulling on my shirt and cupped his cheeks. I pressed my lips against his.

Jon placed his hands on my waist, pulling me closer to him. I moved my arms to drape over his shoulders.

Jon nibbled at my bottom lip and I opened my mouth enough for him to slide his tongue inside.

He began backing me up against a wall as he kissed down my jaw to my neck. He nibbled at a spot on my neck before bringing his head back up to kiss me.

I felt slight panic rise in my chest as I was pressed against the wall, but I calmed myself into remembering it was Jon who was doing so. And he wouldn't hurt me. I tangled my hands in his hair and kissed back as his hands slowly began running up my sides.

I moved a hand to his shoulder and squeezed. Jon grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head.

That action made me forget what was going on and who I was with. It brought back crystal clear memories of that one night and what had happened to me.

For a millisecond, I debated whether to defend myself or just let it happen.

But before I knew what I was doing, I parted from Jon's lips cried out the word 'no' and kneed him in the gut.

"OW!" Jon cried out, immediately letting go of me and doubling over.

"Damian what the heck?" He exclaimed. His eyes softened seconds after the words left his mouth.

My stomach began churning and breathing because difficult as I slid down the wall until I was sitting on the ground.

My ears began ringing and I felt an overwhelming sense of panic. My mind raced with unhelpful thoughts that only triggered me further.

Jon's voice was cutting in and out as I fought to get air on my lungs. I clawed at my chest and my vision turned to that of a fish-eyed lense.

Air just couldn't seem to get into my lungs and when it did, it rushed back out. I felt something awe full tasting rise in my throat.

Heat flowed over me in sudden waves, disappearing than coming back seconds later.

I hiccuped which worsened my breathing as steady tears made their way down my cheeks.

"Damian! Damian baby! Can you hear me?" Jon's voice overcame the ringing before fading back out again.

"Damian... just breathe... deep breaths Damian... here no o... can hurt you... breathe... and out..." His soothing voice was fading in and out between the ringing.

"Baby... can you listen to my voice? Count to eight with me and breathe in." The ringing was fading more or less but I still felt hot and unable to breathe.

"In, one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight... and out. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight..." I closed my eyes, doing my best to follow with Jon's instructions.

"Good. Keep going. In one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight... and out, one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight... That's it. You're doing good love." Jon cooed.

A fair bit of time past before I felt calm enough to open my eyes again. Jon was kneeling two feet in front of me, watching me carefully.

"Good job Dami." He said softly. "Can I touch you?" He asked after a minute. I took a deep breath in before nodding.

Jon moved forward, placing his hand on mine. I didn't flinch and he took it as a sign to move closer.

The taller boy cupped my cheeks and kissed my forehead before going back to holding my hand again.

"What happened Dami?" He asked softly as he carefully picked me up, carrying me to my bed.

He set me down and I leaned against the pillows.

"S-Sorry-"

"No, no. Don't apologize. Just breathe Damian. It's not your fault." He assured me, bringing my head to his chest and combing through my dark locks.

"Tell me when your ready." He said, kissing the top of my head. I closed my eyes, listening to my boyfriend's heart beat as we sat there in silence.

"I guess I never told you huh?" I said finally in a shaky voice.

"Told me what?"

I took a deep breath in. "Jon, three years ago, I lost something I could never get back." I admitted, trying to keep my breathing steady. "Three yeas ago... I-I-"

I burst into tears before I could finish. Jon hugged me tightly, whispering comforting words into my ear as I sobbed.

Once I'd calmed down slightly, I told him what happened with a trembling body and uneven voice.

Once I'd finished admitting I buried my face in his chest.

"Oh Damian. Baby, I'm so sorry. Princess you did not deserve that. Good god, you did nothing to deserve that. You're safe now. I'll never let anyone touch you. Ever again." Jon assured me quietly.

"I'd never hurt you Damian. I'm sorry I triggered you, I won't do it again." He settled.

"I-I know you wouldn't..." I responded, my face still pressed into his chest.

"Those men, they're in jail yes?" Jon questioned. I nodded mutely.

"Good."

"I'm just so scared they'll get out and find me. Not even just them. I'm scared someone else will hurt me Jon." I admitted.

"Dami I can assure I'll protect you. You're so brave to admit that. So brave. I love you."

"I love you too." I paused before smirking through tears. "Sorry for kneeing you in the gut by the way."

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To everyone who has had to go through this.

You are not a victim. You are a survivor. What happened, doesn't define you.

You are perfect and valid.

Stay safe out there everyone.

I love you! ❤️❤️❤️ <3 <3 <3