Dazed and confused

Chapter Five

Millies Pov
I jolted up from bed, Lola was beside me with the laces of her hoodie in her mouth.
I smiled snapping some photos.

It was 7 am, so I had some time to get ready.
I dressed in my ripped jeans and a abbey road shirt that was half ripped.
I made two coffees and some avocado on toast.

Lola stumbles out of bed, great full for the food.
"When are we going?"
She asked half asleep.
"34 minutes."
She jumped up and got changed.

I waited for her and fed jim some meat from the fridge.
"After we need to go shopping for cat food!"
I yelled out to Lola.
"Ok!"
She came back out.

"Ok let's go!"
We walked out and I walked by memory to the record shop.
"How do you know this area?"
Lola asked.
"My friend showed me yesterday."
"You didn't tell me you met someone...."
"I kinda did."

Timothee-Timmy
Hey I'm at Starbucks want a coffee?

Millie
Make that three

Timothee-Timmy
Rodger that captain!

We walked to the record shop and I walked in.
"So you made it! And you brought a friend."
The little old man who is yet to know his name.
"Yes this is Lola."
He nodded.

"I'm tony!"
"Nice to meet you sir."

We heard the bell ring meaning someone else walked in.
"Timmy!"
Tony yelled.

"Four coffees!"
Lola turned around her mouth fell open and hit the floor.
"So you must be Lola! Nice to meet you again."
"Ermm-Uh-err-Ummmm- THATS TIMOTHEE FUCKING CHALAMET!!"
She yelled running to him and hugging him.

"Lola, this is my friend."
"Your just casually friends with Oscar nominated actor timotay chalamet?"
He smirked.

"Well, I guess."
She stuttered over words.

"I'll never get this, but for now I will."
Timothee handed out all the coffees.

"Well I've got to go, have a good first day at work. I'll pick you up this afternoon."
I nodded.
"Thanks for the coffee!"
And he left, he left me with a coffee but butterflies in my stomach.

Lola obviously bombarded me with a million questions before she left.
Which left me with tony.
"Ok so you can start with organising these records alphabetically."
He instructed bring a pile of dusty records up.

And that was my day, a bunch of People came in and came out.

I organised and I spoke took some photos, it was rather fun.

I love tony he was so sweet and silly.
A woman walked in, she was absolutely astonishing.
"So tony you've hired a new girl?"
She asked.

"Yes! She's wonderful! Millie this is Matilda she works here to."
She smiled coming to me.
"Nice to meet you! I guess we'll get to see more of each other."
I nodded shaking her hand.

After we met, we spoke for the whole shift she took a few photos on my camera and laughed at my jokes.

"So I see you've met Tilly."
I heard a familiar voice.
"Timmy!"
Matilda swang her arms around his neck hugging him.

I got a pang of jealousy, what why am I jealous? Timothees a friend that's all.
I smiled at him while he spoke to us.

I sort of zoned out. I did this often, it use to annoy Tyler. But I couldn't help it timothee was just so-
"Millie?"
He asked.

Matilda and timothee were staring at me.
"Sorry what?"
Matilda laughed walking back to tony.
"I said want to go now?"

I took my apron off.
"Sure! Thanks tony I love the job. I'll come here tomorrow same time?"
He nodded and waved us out.

Matilda said her goodbyes and we walked out.
"So where to?"
He asked.
"Well I sort of promised Lola another movie night."
He frowned lightly.
"That's ok, I can walk you home?"
I nodded, and unexpectedly he held my hand.

I shivered at the act, but none of us spoke of it. I loved our friendship because we should deal with the silence.

I loved that.
"Here it is, thank you for walking me."
I said.

He gave that goofy smile.
"That's ok, talk tomorrow?"
I nodded and he kissed my cheek walking the opposite direction.

But then I got this feeling, something I haven't felt before.
"Wait!"
Timothee spun around his perfect curls bouncing around.

He smiled.
"Would you like to join me?"
His smile grew larger.
"Yes!"
I smiled.
"Well come on then."
He walked beside me as I showed him to the apartment.
"Hey Millie how was your- holy timothee chalamet..."
Timothee laughed.

"I hope you don't mind, she invited me up for a movie night."
Lola squealed.
"Are you joking? This is a dream please come in!"
He came in running his hand through his locks.
"Make yourself at home."
Lola said.

I showed timothee around the apartment, he loved it so far. The way he closely inspected things made my heart throb.

I've never been so invested in liking someone. I know I deserve to open up more and maybe Timmy was my opportunity.
"So what movies are we watching?"
He asked as we all sat on top of the apartments roof timothee took some photos of Lola and I, the sun was setting and everything was perfect.

Until Lola pulled me away to have a chat.
"What's wrong?"
I asked half distracted looking at timothee taking selfies just afar.
"He likes you mill I can tell, and I'm just trying to warn you to be careful. As much as I love timothee I need you to know that I don't want you getting hurt again. I don't want you getting trapped in a relationship you feel it's getting hard to breathe in."
She said grabbing my full attention.

"Remember when you told me how you fell for Zac within days, just promise me if things don't feel right get out of whatever will happen with him. Don't make the same mistake learn from it."
Lola had never really been this serious with me unless I was telling her about the domestic violence with Zac.

"You know I love you right."
She said holding my hand, I nodded kissing her cheek. She always knew the right things to say.
"Love you to, I just don't think he likes me. I mean he is the timothee chalamet."
Lola shook her head.

"I'm sure of it, now let's go all cuddle up."
I smiled and we walked back to timothee.
"Come one we have a strict movie watching plan follow me."
Lola said.

Timothee looked at me and I shrugged.
We made our way back inside.

Lola chucked us both really big hoodies to get more comfortable in.
"Wear these now."
She instructed.

I took my shirt off, I was in a bra I had gotten for my 21st birthday I blushed slightly realising it was Lacey.
But I chucked the hoodie on quickly, getting a look from both Timmy and Lola.

She winked at me as I turned around I was faced with a topless timothee.

He was quite tall and lanky but I found it rather attractive, he noticed I was staring and I eve caught him blushing which made my insides flip.
"Ok Millie get the ice cream, timothee follow me."
I nodded skipping over to the fridge pulling all the snacks out.

Jim meowed and caught my attention, I saw that Lola ha enough tin cat food so I placed some on a plate and he happily ate it.

I made my way back into my room seeing timothee and Lola setting up the bed.
"Ok now this, this is more like it."
I exclaimed as I threw the food in the bed along with some water and spoons.
Timothee hoped in first then I hoped in the middle along with Lola on my side.

So I had Timmy on my left, and Lola on my right.
They had set a forte up and some fairy lights.

We started to watch 'grown ups.' Which had us laughing the whole time, and in the middle of the movie I felt timothees hand Creep up and hold mine.

I let it slide, and he happily leaned on my shoulders.

Now this I thought, this sure was a night to remember.
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