Dazed and confused

Chapter 20

Millies pov
My eyes slowly and carefully opened, my legs were tangled in the bed sheets. My bare chest slowly going up and down.

I turned seeing a very naked timothee lying nuzzled in my neck.
I brought the sheets up covering him, so he wasn't completely exposed.

I remembered what happened last night, and I couldn't keep my smiles in.

I smiled watching him sleep blissfully, his curls fallen all over his face.
I tucked them away, my hand lingering on his face, tracing over his face features.
So beautiful.
"What are you going?"
He asked, his eyes still shut. His groggy voice, turning me on again.
"Your so beautiful."
I said pouting.

He smirked getting up slightly, resting his hand on my cheek.
Slowly connecting our lips, butterflies flying in my chest.
"Baby, we all know your the pretty one."
He said.

I smiled, I realised how my whole persona had changed, from being so sad to now on top of the world.
"I'll be back."
I said, bringing the sheets around me, pulling them from timothee,

The sheet revealing his very naked self.
"Hey!"
I smirked.
"I've seen it plenty of times honey, calm your self".
I said winking.

I came out of my room, holding the sheet closely to my chest.

I bardged into lolas room.
I saw Harry completely naked kissing Lola.
"Oh- shit! Sorry!"
I yelled.
Slamming the door behind me.

I leaned against there door, holding my mouth smiling.
She needs it, she deserves it.
He had a nice bum.

I chuckled walking back to my room.
Timothee hadn't moved and I jumped back into bed on top of him.
The bed sheet flying up in the air floating back down to our exposed bodies.
"Are you ok?"
He asked tucking my hair behind my ears.

My smile stretched across my face.
"Oh I'm better then ok, I'm absolutely on top of the world!"
I yelled.

He smiled, I pushed my lips against his.
"So what do you want to do?"
He asked playing with my hair.
"I want to stay here forever with you."
I said.

My head lay comfortably on his thin chest.
"I would love to do that, but I have to do something first."
He said.

I gave him a confuse look, he then got up Pointing down to his very hard- well I'm guess you know what.
"Oh- well of course."
We both chuckled.
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After a lot of, fun times. Timothee and I decided to get out of bed.

Harry and Lola and left.
Lola had left a note.

Very loud last night... I'm so happy for you babes. Harry's taking me out for a week. I'll text you. Have fun xoxox

I smiled putting the note down.
"So Harry and Lola huh?"
Timothee asked.

We were both naked walking around the place, funny really.

"Yeah, he's in love with her. I love it."
I said chuckling.
"So I want to take you some where."
He said, putting some boxers on.

He threw me my undies.
I put them on.
"Oh yeah, where?"
I asked putting my bra on.
"It's some where very special to me, and I really want to share it with you."
He said.

"Wow, well I'd love to come."
I said, choosing some jeans and a singlet top to go with it.
"Ok let's go!"
He said.

"Now? And your going to where the suit from last night?"
I asked chuckling.
"Let's go! To mine!"
He said.

We both chuckled.
I made my bed, which stunk of sex.
"Ok, now we can go."
I said.

Timothee gave me his hand.
And we caught a cab to "zilby hill."
I'd obviously never heard of it.
Only being in america/New York for 8 months.

The trip was longer then expected, we were out of the city and at fields.
"Ok, here."
Timothee instructed.

The cab stopped. We looked as if we were in the middle of no where. But with Timmy by my side, I knew I was safe.
"Come on!"
He yelled.

I caught up to him linking our arms.
We jumped a fence, and my mouth dropped to the floor.

We were standing in the middle of a meadow of multi coloured flowers.

He bent down picking some, tucking them behind my ears.
"You look so beautiful."
He mumbled.

"This place is amazing- how did you know about it?"
I asked.

Still shocked.
"My mum use to take me here as I child, cliche sure. But whenever I was mad or sad, she'd take me out here."
He said, hands in his pockets.
"Wow, it's just so beautiful out here."
I said.

Twirling around.
I took lots of photos.
And after a while we both ended up sinking to the floor of mini flowers surrounding us, while I lay in his arms.

He sniffled.
"Are you ok?"
I asked.
"Yeah, it's just. I feel so stupid, and I have for a while. How I left- I was just so stupid-"
"Shhh, I said some shit I regret. Let's put it behind us ok."
I said kissing his cheek.

"Yea, but I really need you to know, that you've changed my whole out look on everything. Before I met you. I was acting, all my emotions. Along with acting in films. But it's so crazy, it's like one moment I'm playing little roles, in some big movies, and some small ones. Then I'm in one, and my career sky rockets. I don't know what to think? I didn't know what I was signing up to... but then you came, and I all of a sudden didn't care what people thought of my acting or how I looked in an interview. All I cared about was you. Then when it drastically ended. I was back in a hole, of never ending un happiness."
He said.

My eyes were watering, no one had ever said anything remotely close to that for me.
"Timothee! Your so amazing! Your acting is amazing! Your amazing! You saved me, from my life which caused me nothing but hell. I was scared to walk into my own home, I had to cover up all these marks he had given me. I couldn't talk to anyone, I had to escape. And I did. When I met you, I thought it was crazy, how fast I could just like you. I knew I shouldn't of fallen for you, I had just come out of hell. Now I'm just jumping into another relationship, but I trusted you, and I love you. And look where it's gotten me. I'm successful and happy and in love! I'd never get here without you by my side. Timothee I love you so much, when we ended I was so sad, and so stressed and I couldn't walk out of my home. I love you."
I said, crying my self now.

He rolled us over so he was on top, he smiled, then quickly hugged me tightly.
We both cry chuckled.

He got back up, staring into my eyes.
"Your crazy in love with me."
He said, I tried my hardest to stop smiling at that stupid smile he had.
"Don't flatter yourself chalamet."
I said, I connected our lips.
"And I'm never letting you go again."
He whispered between kisses.