Dazed and confused

Chapter nine

Millies pov
Honestly I didn't know what my life was doing. I've left from a abusive relationship in Australia, to dating? Oscar nominated actor hottest man alive timothee chalamet within the course of 3 weeks.

Has it really only been that long? Crazy time flys by when your having fun. I mean I had a good childhood but I never had a good experience with relationships.

But I don't see Timmy as some celebrity, I see him as my celebrity.

I don't know why he likes me, I'm just a girl that has no interest in trying to impress people. I'm tired of that.

I try to suppress the feeling of loving timothee, because I know whatever's happening won't last long.

Maybe it'll be a story I'll tell my grand kids, and tell them how I fell in love with a forbidden man the summer of 2019.

I chuckled just thinking of it, maybe I'll leave New York and go to Italy. Or France? Greece for sure! My life is only just beginning, and all I've done so far is waste it with that fuck face I called a boyfriend.

Lola was a big help, she saved me. And now I think timmys saving me. I don't know but I'll m just going with this.

I lay in bed, the white duvet pulled to my waist.
My phone buzzed and I wiped my eyes picking it up.

Buzzfeed
Photos of timothee chalamet leaked with a girl walking downtown. Suspicion is out that young actor is dating someone?

My heart stopped, they were talking about me? Or does Timmy have some other secret girl.
I never really thought about the paparazzi, I was to caught up in all of this craziness to even begin to think of that.

I stared at the article, the photo was indeed of us walking the other night from a seven eleven getting good for out movie night. So it was me.

I didn't know people were there taking photos.

Timothee👹🥰😍
Hey sweets, I was wondering if you wanted to have a little sleepover at mine tonight. I need to talk to you about some stuff. Xx

My heart instantly buzzed, I swiped up going to messages.

Mills 🎃🦉😘
Sounds like some fun! I'll be there around 6?

Timothee👹🥰😍
Bring clothes!

I held my phone to my chest squeezing it.
that man can make my day if I was having the worst time.

I jumped from bed and ran out.
Lola was at one of her friends for the night so I had her apartment to myself.

I watered her succulents and climbing vines.
It was 5:30 already, so I didn't have to much time to waste.

So I did some odd jobs cleaning counters, and washing lolas pile of dirty clothes. I fed jimmy and watched "friends." For a while until I figured I'd pack.

I skipped on over to my room. Searching for a bag.

I pulled one out and started packing.
I stopped when I came across a white Lacey set Lola gave me.

I packed it, you never know....
The last time I slept over I didn't plan what to wear, and I want to wow him.

So I put som high waisted jeans and a white crop top that had an outline of a blue butterfly. Topping it off with my high top airforces I painted the Tick black.

I put my hair into a low pony tail.
I smiled at myself, why am I doing this?
Your in love.
No your not shut up.

I picked my bag up and locked all the doors leaving the small apartment.

Millllllieeee💩😇😂
Hey babes I'm going to timmys for the night, I locked everything. X

Lola poo🪒🪒😃
Ooooh! Remember protection. Have fun!

Milllllllieeee💩😇😂
Shuddup. Of course I will 😉

I smirked putting my phone away and getting a cab to timmys apartment.

We wouldn't have sex wouldn't we. What would I do?
"Sorry I can't have sexc because I haven't in ages."

"Sorry I can't do sex- do sex? What the hell has happened to me..."
I'm thinking to much.
"We're here miss."
The cab driver announced.

I thanked him Handing him some money.
"No need miss he's already paid for you."
Goosebumps ran up my spine.
"Oh- thanks then."

I grabbed my bag and walked to the receptionist.
"Millie? This way."
The lady said before I could even go up to her.

She lead me to the elevator and took me up.
I didn't really remember much last time I was with Timmy.
"Here we are it's room-"
"12, I remember that."
She nodded, and I walked out.

I knocked on the door, and I heard some things falling over. And he answered the door.

My mouth fell wide open.
His hair was all curly and messy, and his eyes lit up as they met with mine.

He was in a white singlet and black jeans, that had a chain going from his pocket to his back pocket.
"You made it come in!"
He said I smiled coming in, getting the chills as he placed his hand on my back.

"You look- wow."
He said as we stood in the middle of his apartment.
"Not to bad yourself chalamet."
He smirked.

"So hows everything?"
I asked placing my bag down.
He gave me that goofy smile.
"Not to bad, I might be going for a role next week. I'm pretty excited."
"That's to good! I'm glad for you."
He smiled scratching the back of his head.
"Aha, yeah I'm a bit nervous but I should be ok."
He announced, he lead me to his room and we lay down.
"What about you?"
He asked interrwining our hands.
"I'm great. Jimminys setting in well, lolas out but she's great."

He nodded.
"So what were you wanting to tell me?"
I asked breaking the comfortable silence.
He hoped up, making me slightly nervous.
"Uh. Well. I know this is stupid, and cringey but Millie I really like you- I was wondering if you'll be my girlfriend?"
He asked looking at the ground.

My heart buzzed, and I took my index finger placing it under his chin bringing his eyes back to mine.
"I hope you know that I really like you to timothee. I don't know if you understand how much you've done for me. I was in- in a bad place for a long time. And I never thought I'd make it out."
He listened as I took his hands in mine.
"I want to be your girlfriend!"
I yelled.

His face lit up again as he attacked me down onto his bed.
I ended up straddling his waist.

We were both huffing and puffing.
"You won't regret it."
He said, as he wrapped his arms a around my waist.

I brought my arms around his neck.
"I'm broken Timmy, I hope you know that."
He frowned.
"I would never, ever hurt you Millie."

Flash back
"I would never hurt you Millie you know that!"
"Millie come back I'd never hurt you!"
"Millie! Stop doing this I'd never hurt you!"
"I love you Millie I'd never hurt you."
"I wouldn't never, ever hurt you Millie."
"Millie! Millie! I'd never hurt you!"

My eyes snapped back up to timothees.
"You-promise?"
"I promise."

I brought our lips together, and started kissing him.
He fell back and he grunted as I kissed him.
"Wait-"
I got up.
"You'll have to put up with the tabloids and the news."
He said. Worry filling his eyes.

I placed my hand on the side of his face, tucking some stary curls behind his ears.
"I know, but I'll do it for you."
He smiled bringing us back down to the bed.

Kissing me more, and more.
I think I am in love.