Sarah smiles as she breast feeds Nina. she looks at her daughter and smiles. Brad smiles as he sits beside her hospital bed. his cast keeping him from wrapping his arms around her. James and the other boys rush in Marissa coming in seconds later.
"did she really have the baby?" Marissa asks smiling as she looks at Brad
Brad moves his head slightly out of the way and Marissa and the other boys walk over to the baby and Sarah. the nurse takes Nina back to the crib while Sarah rests her arms down after fixing her hospital gown.
"what happened?" James asks as he sits on the other side of her bed
Sarah holds Brad's hand as she takes a few deep breaths
"we were hit on her side of the car" Brad admits "she was stabbed in the side from the car parts and well.. she went into labor"
Sarah squeezes his hand
"he broke his arm and i need to not do much for a while, but we should be ok. and Nina was kept warm enough so she should be ok. we need to keep her in here a few days since she was born in a dirty enviroment and they want to be sure she's healthy" Sarah explains
the boys nod and listen to her as she explains roughly what happened. after she finishes Brad lets out a small sigh. later on as the boys leave Brad decides to talk to Sarah about what happened.
"baby can we talk?" Brad asks her
she nods and he interlaces his fingers with hers.
"baby girl as you know by now the fans are cruel at times." Brad says softly
she nods tenderly and he holds her hand.
"baby i want to know what you think we should do about the fans and Nina" he says softly
she tenses and shakes her head fast
"baby no please no" she says
"princess they're going to catch on" he says as he holds her hand
she slides her hand away from his
"Brad no. i'm not sending our baby girl into the lions den when she's less than a year old!" Sarah says
"Sarah think about our daughter" Brad says
"i'm the only one thinking about her here!" Sarah says "the hate, the pushing and shoving she'll get. i am not letting you put our daughter into a state of depression her whole life"
he raises his voice a little getting frustrated
"Sarah i can't lie to the fans" he says
"never used to bother you hiding me from them!" Sarah states
"yeah but that was because you didn't mean" he stops short covering his mouth
her jaw swings open and she stands up out of bed not caring that it hurts.
"go ahead! say it Simpson!" she says with anger
"you didn't mean as much to me as our daughter means to me" he states
she slaps him. he holds his cheek looking at her with anger.
"get out of my hospital room" Sarah states "and don't come back"
he looks at her ten times more calm.
"p-princess i-i.." he starts before she cuts him off
"get out before i say you can't see our daughter either" Sarah states
he looks at her and walks out of the room filled with anger. he goes to James and James drives him home filled with confusion as they go towards the hotel
"Brad what happened?" James asks him
"i'm done with that bitch" Brad says so close to snapping worse "i hate her and all the stupid shit she puts me through"
James stops the car and looks at Brad
"get out of the car and walk the rest of the way" James states "she's like a little sister to me."
Brad gets frustrated and gets out of the car walking away. James drives back to the hospital and goes into her hospital room. he looks at her as she stays looking out the window looking like she just wants to get out.
"Sarah?" James asks in almost a whisper
she looks up at him and limps over. he hugs her tightly spinning her around and resting her on her feet as her tears fall
"i l-love him James" she says between sobs "he's the only person i'm in love with and he didn't care about me."
James holds her and sits her on his lap cradling her as she rests her head against his chest*
" i know princess." he says "sis we're going to get through things. he won't leave"
"he said that he didn't care about me nearly as much as he cares about our daughter. i know i shouldn't act so upset but he made it sound as if i was nothing." Sarah says
James cradles her closer.
Brad whimpers as he leaves a 51 cut on his skin. he looks at his bloody arms and shuts his eyes letting tears flow.
"i love her" he says to his reflection in the bathroom mirror "and i hurt the person i love.."
he cuts his wrists again and again. he sets the blade in the bathtub and grabs a towel starting to stop his bleeding as tears flow down his cheeks rapidly. he looks at his mirror reflection and calls 911
"911 what's your emergency?" the lady asks
"h-hi i need help right now" Brad says not able to stop his bleeding "i sliced my wrists too deep. please just get somebody here fast."
he gives them the adress and hangs up. soon people are coming and stopping his bleeding. his broken arm is already out of his cast since he took it off to cut. he looks gently at the paramedics as they patch him off and let him stay at home. he lays in bed after taking the meds they gave him and falls asleep. crying into his pillow.
he fucked up.
and now he may never get to have his one love
so sorry it's taking me so long. having a lot of stuff to do and the quarter is ending soon so i've been busy with school work and music and all that so it's been hard. hard to believe this book will be the only one standing soon. trying to make this book the longest book i've ever written :) xoxo - Jade
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a simple crush (Bradley Simpson Fanfiction)
Fanfiction(cover by @Colt-Lastshot ) Sarah is only 15 years old. a simple fangirl who mainly goes nuts for one band. the vamps. she has always loved them and feels like they are one of a kind. but what will she do when she meets her idols? what will happen wh...
