I Don't Hate You But I Don't Like You.

Nervous!

Your POV

*Monday, 6 am*

I couldn't sleep! I have got to sleep for only 3 hours. It's 6am and I have to wake up in an hour anyway. Ajiah just came back from her night shift at work. I can't disturb her.

I should call Harry. Yeah. He's performing too, he can give me a advice so I can calm my nerves down. Or he might be as nervous as I am. He answered on 5th ring.

"hey!" his voice sounds husky.

"dude! How are you sleeping so peacefully?" I am so jealous, I wanted to sleep! "I am so damn nervous!"

"why are you nervous?" I heard him giggling.

"what do you mean by- why are you so nervous? I have to perform my song at the show. I have never done this!" I ranted. "I am scared something or other will go wrong."

"yeah. I can understand."

I nodded. What the hell? He can't see me!

"yeah. It's not helping. You're not helping. Come on, I couldn't sleep the entire night. I have gotten only 3 hours of sleep. I won't be able to function properly-" I was interrupted by him.

"calm down calm down." I can literally tell he's smiling just by the tone of his voice. "have some coffee it will help."

"I hate coffee. And caffeine doesn't work on me." I said. "I seriously thought you would help me but you're not!" I whined.

"I am trying to help you. I am just half asleep!"

"that's what I am saying!" I rolled my eyes. "my nerves are not letting me sleep!"

"so you're not letting me sleep?" he laughed on his own joke.

"I regret calling you!" I scolded him.

"ohk. Just think that you're done with your performance." he said.

"ohk. But how?"

He laughed, "sing your song to yourself as if you're performing in front of an audience."

"that won't help!"

"it will help, try it out." ohk he sounds confident in what he's saying.

"that sounds like an idea."

"I know right. Come on now, sing." he demanded. I set my phone on the mattress and grabbed my ukulele just to get the feel of it putting Harry's call of speaker I sang the song.

"how was it?" I asked.

No response.

"Harry?" I called for him. Still no response. "HARRY!" I said louder.

"yeah, yeah. I am listening." he sounded surprised. "you did amazing. See, you're done with the performance."

Yeah, I feel less nervous. "yeah it helped thanks."

"you can get your beauty sleep now."

"I can't. I have to go pick up my mom and brother from airport. But thanks for your help!"

"no problem love." he cooed. "so you going alone...?"

"I am going with my mom!" I smiled even though we're on a voice call.

"you don't have any date?" he sounded surprised.

"is it necessary to have a date?" I giggled.

"it's not necessary, i asked just because..." he paused. "anyway, see you in the evening."