I Don't Hate You But I Don't Like You.

Start Over Again?

Your POV

It's a Sunday.. Well, everyday is a Sunday for me now. I took Nymeria on a morning walk, Ajiah let her stay with me for a few days, I also have Rogers with me. I finally received a text from Harry saying he was back in London and he wanted to meet to talk about something. He asked if he could come over, I of course told him to come over. I don't have right feeling about this meeting of ours. I don't know what I am feeling in my gut that something or other is gonna go wrong, again.

I ran to the door as soon as I heard the door bell ring. I opened it and there was standing, I was gonna just hug him tight but I stopped. By his body language it didn't looked like he wanted to be hugged. I stepped aside so he can walk in.

"let's have a seat." I offered and we walked to the living room area and sat down on the sofa.

"Look YN. I- I really don't know how to say this without being blunt and honest." he started. I took in a deep breath I know what he's gonna say, "I- I can't do this anymore."

"why?" is all I could ask.

"I can't keep up with this long distance even though we live in a same city. It- it's getting really hard for me." he looked down.

"no! We don't have to do this. I know we can find some way out of this!" I said calmly trying to reach to hold his hand but he pulled his hand back. This can't be happening right now.

"I am sorry. But we have to end it here." he never looked up at me.

"Why? We can do this together. Look, Harry, I love you so much. Please! I know and I am sure we can find a way out of this please! I know our schedules were jam packed but it's not something that's gonna last. We will get time for each other eventually. Please!" I literally begged. I have lost enough in past few weeks and I can't loose this. I can't loose him. He kept silent for a few seconds before getting up, he almost walked out but I held his hand and stopped him.

"please, let's just talk Harry! Don't be impulsive." I tried to stay calm and not yell or scold him.

"there is nothing to talk about YN I gave you the reason." he pulled his hand out of my grip.

"THAT'S NOT A VALID REASON!" I have had enough now, I yelled.

"DON'T YELL AT ME!" He yelled back. "I TOLD YOU, WE'RE DONE NOW!"

I sighed, "I am sorry. I shouldn't have. Please, I am sorry." I said in a calm voice. "did anyone said anything to you?"

"do look like a kid who would make decisions over what people say?" he snapped at me no reason.

"no Harry, I-"

I again tried to reach for his hand but he jerked off mine, "Stop being so stubborn and clingy YN I-" he stopped, a look of regret taking over his features.

I was not expecting that. All I did for our relationship, he's making me regret it the most now.

"I- I am sorry I didn't mean to-" I cut him off.

"cut the crap!" I snapped. "you're making me regret all the decisions I made just to save our relationship because I love you. I am now practically jobless and in debt of over a million Rupees, for what? For trying to save our relationship. I am so dumb I didn't see this coming."

Tears were threatening to fall down my eyes but I managed to hold them back. "Get out of my house Harry. I don't want to see your face again."

"YN, love I didn't-"

"no just fucking leave my house. I NEVER EVER want to see you again. Just get the fuck out of my house." I said trying keep my calm and not to punch him in the face. I didn't just lost my job to be called stubborn amd clingy. My career was my top priority until I started dating Harry and made him my first priority. Now I know I was the most stupid person to ever do that!