He's Dating the Campus Nerd

Change Thirty - Nine : Second Chances.

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CHANGE THIRTY - NINE : SECOND CHANCES.

Sabrina's POV :

3 Months Later..

If find myself lucky.

When I was on the verge of giving up, God helped me to keep on moving forward. Well, I might say that I should be dead by now, kung hindi lang talaga ako nakapag isip ng maayos non. I would have jumped out of that building but no,

He didn't allow me to do it.

I knew that God has other plans for me.

I inhaled deeply at I try to savour the music flowing throught my ears. It was the never ending sound of the strums of the guitar. Dumilat ako saka tumingin sa lalaking tumutugtog nito. I smiled, "Yan na lang ba alam mong kanta?" I teased.

Napa tigil siya saka naka simangot na tumingin sakin, "You should atleast be thankful. Buti nga tinutugtugan pa kita Ate eh! Napaka arte neto."

"But its so sad." I said.

He sighs, "It's the only song I could even remember playing, dito ko na lang siya naaalala." I can feel that he was about to cry pero napigilan niya, napahawak siya sa dibdib niya na may bandage parin hanggang ngayon. "Bakit nga ba kasi nagkasakit pa ko? Bakit nga ba kasi nangailangan pa ng donor?" He said.

I stared at him for minute saka lumapit sa kanya at niyakap siya, "Shhh~ Stop blaming yourself, it's not your fault Gino. Its not." I said trying to comfort him.

"Kung may kakayahan lang akong ibalik siya gagawin ko." He whispered.

I bit my lower lip.

Gino survived, nagkaroon siya ng heart donor after 2 days nung nalaman naming kelangan niya ng donor. It was very unexpected, nagulat kaming lahat na ganon kabilis magkakaron ng donor, ang estimate date namin is one week. But 2 days was really surprising.

I was crying so hard that I find it hard to breathe, I was crying because I was happy. Para akong nabunutan ng tinik nung nagkaron ng donor ung kapatid ko. But I was crying because the heart donor was unexpected.

I admit hindi ko rin matanggap na siya ung naging donor. Then a thought hit me, what if I jumped? Ako ung magiging donor ng kapatid ko and it would be more hard for him to accept it.

Kung ngayon pa lang hindi na niya matanggap ung naging heart donor niya, what more kung ako pa?

He would die blaming himself.

"Its okay Gino, maybe its God's plan."

He wipes the tear that escapes his eyes, "Maybe yes, maybe no." He said.

"Don't blame yourself, this is your second chance of living. Kailangan mong gamitin yang second chance mo para mabuhay ng masaya. Sa tingin mo ba, masaya siya ngayon na nakikita kang ganyan?"I asked.

"Life's unfair."

"But you had another chance."

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I was walking down the corridor ng makita ko si Kirsten,she was alone .. for the first time I've seen so far, simula nung magkabalikan sila ni Shaun, ngaun ko na lang ulit siya nakitang mag - isa. Surprising.

"Hey Kirsten!" I called outher name.

Napalingon naman siya sakin at kumaway, kumpara dati, hindi na siya ung sobrang bitchy na babae. Well, may pagka ganon padin naman siya pero nabawasan na.

She walked towards me saka nakipag beso beso. "Godness, can't believe na nagbeso beso tayo." She said in a very disgusting tone.

I chuckled. "Silly, bakit ka mag - isa?" After hearing that bigla siyang nag roll eyes.