Can't tell anyone

I'm sorry Issei-

SJBLSJBRLBRJHG Hiiiii 😖♥️🙈 Thanks to everyone that really likes the story so far it makes me really happy to know people are here actually reading this and like it✨🦋 💕 I love you!

I don't have a question today but you can ask me something if you wan't... I don't care what it is. 🤷🏽‍♀️✌🏼😗

Are you ready to be sad... get ready for a second... bc I don't think you're mentally prepared.

-Isis-

-Oikawa-

Makki and I finally got home and I wen't straight to my room. After helping Taka to the open room down the hall of course.

"Makki, you don't need anything right?" I yelled walking away. Luckily my parents weren't home, as normal, so I could have anyone over. They didn't really care anyway. They love Makki. Probably more then me... I giggled.

"No Tooru, but I have to take a shower. Oh and Mattsun and I are staying in the basement... for obvious reasons..." I heard him laugh a little and I continued to my room. I don't even think we'll end up doing anything. Makki and Mattsun need to chill out about that.

I sat on my dark blue bed and set my things next to me. I got my phone out and looked at my notifications.

A lot from insta... like only.... forty on snap... and twenty something on messages.... ughhh I don't have the time to look at these.

I have a few from Mattsun though, and they're probably important so I'll look... I opened it-

My jaw dropped... I texted iwa right after.

...texting Hajime...

Just 'Kawa🙄♥️: Did you see that
picture?!😂

🤍My Iwa✨🦋: I see Mattsun sent it to you...

Just 'kawa🙄♥️: ptff- they really got us last night. It's kinda funny Iwa-chan~😏

🤍My Iwa✨🦋: I'm over it already. Matsu is taking a shower and then we're going to my house to get his things. I'll text you when we come okay?

Just 'kawa🙄♥️: Okay but when you get here we have to talk about something... love you Haji💕

🤍My Iwa✨🦋: Of course shittykawa. Love you <3

I set my phone down and pulled my knees up to my chest. I know me and Hajime are just getting together but I don't think we're going to actually do anything yet. I chuckled knowing I was probably going to spill my feelings out, and cry with him all night. I haven't realized how much of my life I've been holding in from him.

I get that I was protecting Makki but now that I have Iwa to lean on... I just wan't to tell him everything... it's like I've been lying to him all my life. I was keeping things from him and Mattsun and now I have him. I could tell him... about anything. I just hope that Taka... that h-he says something to Matsu. Leaving him out of this is going to be one of the worst things Taka will ever do to him.

-Makki-

I was sitting in the guest room Tooru had set up for me. I stayed here enough for him to just make this my room. I got myself some clothes for after my shower, and my meds because I hadn't taken them yet. I had this large worn out hoodie Issei gave me a while ago and some sweatpants. I put them on my bed and walked over my the bathroom with the medicine bottle and my phone. This bathroom was huge and there was pretty much one in every room. It was so crazy to me that Oikawa house was this big.