Lost Girl From Neverland

Chapter XII: Clash Of Feelings

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Wynter Jesslyn Lim

I drank every Yakult bottle na we have here and I'm still not feeling fine, my heart won't stop beating abnormally. His images were playing inside my head over and over again, this is a sakit? Am I? In love? Umasa naman siya! Damn you Mr. Fur Coat With Sunglasses!! I. Freaking. Hate. You!! Hindi kita gusto and I will never ever ever like you! You and your lips are disgusting!! Nakakainis!

Ubos na ang sampung balot ng iniinom kong Yakult, I even drank Cairo's but still, walang pag babago. I'm still not fine and will never be fine hangga't hindi ko nasasapok ang impaktong Evangelista na yon. Napaka kapal ng mukha, how gave him the permission to kiss my lips?! Sino?! Pag uuntugin ko silang dalawa and why the hell did I stare at his eyes?! Those eyes were dashing but argh!!

I can't take this anymore, I need distractions but what am I gonna do? Malinis na yung bahay, I'm not hungry and I'm lazy to cook or bake some cookies. I don't have any homework, I don't have a job because I'm financially stable so what else am I supposed to do para lang makalimutan ko ang nang yari kanina? My case is too hopeless, should I sleep? Nah, I won't be able to sleep later at night.

I was just staring at my ceiling while feeling irritated and annoyed because I can't do anything, hindi ko makalimutan ang nang yari kanina. This is why I hate being too smart, knowing a lot and being able to memorize is my problem. That scenario was playing back and fourth in my mind constantly, I can see myself falling downstairs then he saved and that accidental kiss happened.

Pwede niya naman kase ako hayaang mahulog na lang, at least hindi siya nadamay atsaka nadumihan. Sayang naman ang mamahaling fur coat niya, mababalian lang naman ako ng buto sa braso o paa. It depends kung ano ang unang tatama but since sinagip niya ako, naudlot yon.

Ayos naman kami parehas, mukhang mas lalo siyang naging okay kase naka nakaw siya ng halik mula sa'kin though technically it's not stealing because it was an accident pero hindi ko rin masabing inevitable. That can be prevented if he didn't pretended like a hero and saved my ass from falling and suffering but whatever, nang yari na eh.

Maka lipas pa ang ilang minuto, narinig ko na ang nakakairitang boses ni Cairo but I don't think si Bryson lang ang kasama niya. What the hell? Sino nanamang aliforest ang bitbit niya this time? Will he sneak out someone again!? Don't tell me dito niya nanaman isisiksik ang kung sino mang kaibigan niyang lumayas. Ang yayaman nilang lahat pero dito sa luma naming mansyon nakikipag siksikan.

Since I've got nothing else to do, I decided to fix myself and changed my clothes para maka baba ako to annoy the both of them. Wala akong magawa eh, I need to pass time para makalimutan ko ang nang yari or else? Baka mabaliw ako sa sobrang kakaisip. Pag tapos ko, masaya akong lumabas ng kwarto at bumaba.

I'm just wearing a black bralete then high waist shorts, nasa bahay lang naman ako ngayon eh. Cairo and Bryson are both used to it, they're not allowed to complain about my clothes. Una sa lahat, wala akong sinabing mag stay sila dito. They did that on their own accord, I didn't volunteer either. Pag dating ko doon, I was stunned. Am I daydreaming? What the fuck is he doing here!???

"What the fuck are you doing here?!!". Iritado kong tanong sa kaniya. I can't put any expressions on my face, it's most likely blank and annoyed. Cairo, Bryson, Peter and I don't know who are all here, mukha bang orphanage tong mansyon? Wala naman akong maalala na nag lagay ako ng sign sa labas na libre ang tumuloy dito.