Alan's been in a abusive relationship for two years now. No one knows except for him, and his "boyfriend", not even his best friend Austin, and his band members, Phil, and Tino know. With the new album, Restoring Force, out, the boys must go back on tour, and Alan gets to finally escape. However, the band will soon find out about the secrets Alan's been hiding, and relationships will change for the better. Or worse? Cashby Fanfic. Austin Carlile. Alan Ashby. Of Mice & Men.