TW- suicide (a little sadness for today)
He never liked me.
He always looked.
But not at me.
He always winked.
In the other direction.
He showed me.
How he felt.
Yet I wanted more.
And it hurts.
So bad.
To see him.
Kissing her.
Willie.
My first love.
And the one who I wanted to be my last.
You had another.
Hopefully she makes you happy.
Forever.
As you left me alone.
I will jump off this bridge.
To see if you would ever see me.
As more than how you see.
Her...
I try and I try.
Yet the moment replays.
Of when you chose her....
Over me.
To my dearest William,
May all be well.
For you broke me
And left me lying in the dirt.
Thoughts I have to live with....
For eternity.
Thank you,
For showing me
That no one wants to be with,
A dead,
Ugly,
Drummer boy.
For teaching me
That love
Will hurt.
And for leading me
Into a forever state
Of emptiness.
I write this letter to you.
As a way to say goodbye.
To my dearest William.
My eyes will no longer spy.
For they will close forever.
In a hole six feet in the ground.
Away from everyone.
My band.
My life.
My love,
Who is you.
Goodbye.
Until I see you again.
Hopefully never.
Until tomorrow ends.
-Love,
Alex
A/n: I really like this one. If I were to ever wrote a note to someone I'd probably write it like that. But yeah, in this Willie is straight in this. He isnt in the actual show which many of you know. Anyways, I want to make more kind of sad stories so let me know how you guys feel.
Love you
-R
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