Desperate Gay Husband (BOYXBOY)

DGH 18

Chapter 18

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Mathius P.O.V.

Paalis na sana ako para sunduin si James nang biglang may tumawag na unknown no. pero sinagot ko parin baka kasi emergency.

"Hello!" Bigla akong kinabahan, kahit hello palang ang nasasabi niya ay kilala ko na agad kong sino ang nasa kabilang linya.

"Jade?" Cold kong sabi, I need to be cold because I'm not the old Mathius na sobrang inlove sa kanya, iba na ngayon, I already have James in my life.

"Mathius! I'm in your condo now!Please puntahan mo ako dito" Sabi niya na para bang umiiyak.

"I thought you're in England. And what are you doing in my condo?" Takang tanong ko

"I really can't hide this, I came back to tell you something." Saad naman nito

"No, Jade! You dont have to explain anything to me because when you left me I had assumed that our relationship ended." Sagot ko naman

"Please! Listen to me! Mathius! I know that you still love me. Please!" Ang  umiiyak niyang sabi.

"Sorry but there's no need for an explaination, time changes everything, things won't remain the same, I've already had a healthy relationship with my husband and I hope that you're happy with your new boyfriend." Sabi ko naman sa kanya

"No! I don't have other boyfriend, you're the only boyfriend that I have" Matagal bago sya nagsalita ulit.

"I did that because I don't want you to think that I still love you, I left you because I don't want you to know that I'm sick. I don't want you to know that anytime soon I'll for life leave you." Ang umiiyak niyang sabi

"What are you saying you're sick? Are you making fun of me?" Medyo galit kong sabi.

I hear her sob before I heard her talk.

"I have a heart failure. The doctor told me that anytime I could have heart attack that will surely lead to death. That's why I left you." I ended the call kahit di pa sya tapos magsalita.

*Tit*Tit*Tit*Tit*

I entered the password sa aking condo. Naabutan kong umiiyak si Jade. Yung feelings na pilit kong tinatago ay muling nagbalik nang masilayan ko ulit si Jade.

I hug her para tumahan. Ngayon lang niya napansin na nandito na ako.

"Hey, babe whats wrong. Tell me! Totoo ba ang sinabi mo kanina?" Instead na sagutin niya ako ay mas lalo syang umiyak. And from that, alam ko na totoo nga ang sinabi niya.

"Babe, sorry! Sorry di ko sinabi sayo. Sorry! Sorry!" Paulit ulit niyang sabi.

"Its ok, I understand. Shihhh, please stop crying, makakasama yan sayo. Promise I wont leave you, I'll stay by your side. Lets face your problem together." Mahabang saad ko sa kanya

"Ngayong alam mo na na may sakit ako baka iwan mo ako, baka magiging pabigat lang ako sa buhay mo" Sabi niya while still crying.

"You will never become a burden to me. I love you and I'll take care of you until you feel okay." Sabi ko naman sa kanya

"But you have said kanina na you already have a healthy relationship with your wife how can you take care of me? Maybe you're just gonna ignore me because of your husband." Ang umiiyak nitong sabi

"My husband is a good person so baka maintindihan niya ang kalagayan mo." Sagot ko naman

"Are you already inlove with him?" It took me a while bago nasagot ang tanong niya.

Mahal ko na ba ang asawa ko? There's a part of me na natatakot mawala si James. Pero I don't know kung mahal ko na ba sya.

"NO" Sagot ko.

Natahimik kami pareho. Medyo tumahan na rin sya sa pag iyak. She held my face with her palms and kissed me. I responded to the kiss kahit medyo may pumipigil sakin. Mas lumalim ang kiss na yun and I dont know how we end up being naked in my bed.

I was taking a shower ng may tumawag James at si Jade ang nakasagot pero binigay niya sakin ang phone. Nakalimutan kong susunduin ko pala sya, and I promised na dadalhin ko sya favorite place ko.

I ended the call dahil I feel so jerk dahil nakalimutan ko sya at made love with Jade.

Uuwi na sana ako pero pinigilan ako ni Jade. Kinabukasan ay kinausap ako ng mommy ni Jade.

"Make her happy, please make her happy sa natitirang mga araw niya."  She said to me na bago sana sya mawala ay sana makasal sya sayo.

"Please grant her wish. I know you love my daughter so much, so I trust you my daughter's remaining days!" Ang mangiyakngiyak na sabi ng mommy ni Jade.

"I will tita, I will make her happy, I promise not to do something to hurt your daughter." Siguro ganon ko kamahal si Jade para umuo sa mommy niya.

2 weeks rin akong di umuwi kay James dahil sa engagement party. I proposed to Jade to make her feel secured na di ko sya iiwan kahit may asawa ako. Di ko alam kong papano ko iiexplain to kay James, ayaw ko rin naman syang masaktan pero siguro nga di kami para sa isat isa. At sa naging usapan namin kanina, I was so happy na kahit obvious na, na pina-aalis ko na sya sa buhay ko ay pinili niyang manatili, I know na magiging mahirap ito para saming dalawa o mas maiging sabihin na sobrang hirap kay James dahil pinaasa ko sya na magiging okay na ang relasyon namin pero sobrang imposible pala. Siguro nga tama sya, hindi sapat ang mga sorry ko para pagaanin ang pakiramdam niya.

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