I didn't bother cleaning up the remnants of my phone, or say anything else to Collins. After a moment had passed, I just walked slowly to my bedroom and just shut the door, slumping face first onto my bed.
Whore whore whore my mind replayed every time I closed my eyes.
Have a sweet fucking life. I'd said. My weak heart tried to regret it, but my mind refused. Eli deserved that and so much more for the way he'd been treating me.
I tossed and turned for the next six hours until somewhere around seven A.M. I pulled myself out of bed and tugged my wetsuit on. Any other time in my life, the waves seemed to soothe my body and calm my mind, but as I paddled and submerged myself into the frigid water, my body numbed to the same arctic temperature as my heart. If I were being honest, it was probably still too early in the summer, still too cold to surf, but I barely noticed it.
Whore whore whore. I sliced through the waves expertly, despite it being years since I'd last surfed...since the morning Eli came back. I carved more harshly against the wave, my anger egging me on. Had I known how this would end, I would've never kissed him. I would've never lost my virginity to him. I would've never fell so miserably in love him like I did...like I still am.
Have a nice fucking life. I huffed and paddled my way back to the shore, stripping my wetsuit off my body and hanging it and my surfboard on a peg next to my hammock below the deck.
My cute white and orange tile in my renovated shower blurred together as I tried my damndest to burn my numbed skin off in the hot water.
Whore whore whore. I pulled on my black athletic leggings and oversized white Gage t-shirt, slicking my blonde hair back into a bun on the top of my head.
"Hey." Collins stood in the kitchen, blending some sort of smoothie. "You hungry?"
"Not really." I sighed and she gave me a knowing look. Since Paris I hadn't exactly been maintaining a well balanced diet. Most days I forgot to eat anything at all because of my crazy work schedule, but my shrinking bust and waist line had been my biggest casualty.
"Well that's too bad, because I already made you one." She held out some cherry pink frozen concoction and I stared at it wearily, hoping there wasn't booze in it.
"It's rumored to help forget about douche bags..."
"Well in that case..." I took a healthy swig and was pleased when strawberries tickled my tastebuds. Collins eyed me and took a sip of her own.
"I feel like I need to confess something..."
"Okay?" I took another sip, studying her guilty expression over my glass.
"I think I'm partially to blame for Eli's....reaction last night." The smoothie seemed to sour in my stomach a little.
"I posted something on my social media...purposefully...that I knew would piss him off." She fiddled with her iPhone before holding it out to me. The photo was posted to her Instagram account, which was private, but followed by a very famous Movie Star I used to date.
Collins was cheersing the camera with a champagne flute while behind her Connor and I danced, his arms around my waist while mine were around his neck. We were smiling at one another, with an undeniable chemistry. To anyone, the photo portrayed a happy couple, sharing a romantic evening together.
"I'm sorry I did it, I had a few too many drinks, and saw the post about him and that chick in Mexico City. I wanted him to see that you were sexy as hell and living your best life too..."
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The Sweetest Summer
Romance**COMPLETE** Elijah West was everything, and I was just...Avery Adams. The tomboy, the girl next door, the friend zone occupant. The girl who somehow grew up while he was gone filming his television show. But this summer he's back, and the sparks a...