Drivers License. | R. Lupin.

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Drivers License- Olivia Rodrigo. 


I got my driver's license last week

Just like we always talked about'Cause you were so excited for meTo finally drive up to your house
But today I drove through the suburbs
Crying 'cause you weren't around


I just got my license today, Remus always used to help me drive so I didn't have to take the city trains to get to his house. We practiced all summer how to drive for this day. And he won't be by my side to help me finally run down Shelby street... 

And you're probably with that blonde girl
Who always made me doubt
She's so much older than me
She's everything I'm insecure about
Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs
'Cause how could I ever love someone else?


He told me I didn't have to worry about Mary, That she was just a friend. She's a year ahead of us with such a petite figure that was better than mine. I fought the tears as I drove through the streets we shared so many memories in. 

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one
And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street


We fought over stupid things sometimes but I always thought we'd work through it. He's happy while I suffer without his touch. He wrote me so many songs in the summer about how he loved me and left me for nothing. Now I'm driving past his street crying in a sundress. 

And all my friends are tired
Of hearing how much I miss you, but
I kinda feel sorry for them
'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do, yeah
Today I drove through the suburbs
And pictured I was driving home to you


Even Lily is tired of hearing me reminisce about you. She could never imagine the way I felt about you. I drove through our favorite street with the records of Sinatra playing, Your favorite. Every time I closed my I eyes I see you. 


Red lights, stop signs
I still see your face in the white cars, front yards
Can't drive past the places we used to go to
'Cause I still fuckin' love you, babe (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
Sidewalks we crossed
I still hear your voice in the traffic, we're laughing
Over all the noise
God, I'm so blue, know we're through
But I still fuckin' love you, babe ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh


Every time I stop at the red lights, I see you fixing your dad's old white Pontiac in the front yard. Can't go to our favorite ice cream parlor anymore because I still love you and it makes my heartache. Seeing couples walk the sidewalks we danced on in the middle of traffic. I hate that I miss you, Remus. 


Love, The one you lost. 

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