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Twisted Life

Poetry

A creative reference or summary of things i have experienced or i have strong opinions on. I wont state names for the sake of the privacy of people in my life.

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Sinking Again

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by SmartAleckTubaPlayer

by SmartAleckTubaPlayer

                                    
                                              I think I'm sinking again
I don't know how or why
I think I'm sinking again
But I keep up the lie.
                          I'm not as well
As I would have people believe.
They all think I'm better
And so did I.
                          Maybe it's the changes
That came so suddenly,
Or maybe I was hiding
Even from myself.

                          I can feel myself falling
Down to the darkness again,
Now I've forgotten
How to reach back out.
                          I don't know if I need help
If I even know how to ask
Or if I want to drown
In the bliss of alchohol 
Where I can't be let down.
                          But I'll keep it inside
As I usually do.
I thought I was better,
And better I must be
For those all around me.
                          I know I'm sinking again,
Deep into the dark,
Sinking again, 
I think now....
I've truly lost my spark.