[COMPLETED] Cold as Ice (Countryhumans)

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More weeks pass. Phil was bugged by Norway all night. Norway kept texting him that he should go and visit Poland. He keeps saying that Phil should keep meeting up with him. Phil just wanted to sleep. After so long, Philip finally feels tired enough to fall asleep but Norway is being annoying and is keeping him awake all night. Phil told Norway that Norway isn't allowed to go but Phil will go meet up with Poland in exchange.

Philip with his black hoodie is heading to their meeting place just like the usual. Once Phil arrived, he notices that Germany isn't with Poland. "It's just the two of us today" Poland says. "Yeah" Phil replies, not giving a damn. "Germany is with the Nordic brothers" Poland tells him which means that Germany is probably with the sad Norway. "Are you okay Philip?" Poland shifts form looking on the ground, to looking at Phil. "Yeah...." Phil keeps his hands in his pocket. "When WAS the last time that we were okay?" Phil asks him which he doesn't want to answer. "Well me... I'm very happy now" Poland tells him. "Real happy?" Phil asks with a raised brow. "Yes Philip, real happy, and you should be happy too, we're okay now.... We don't take pills anymore, we don't hurt ourselves anymore, we don't go to therapy anymore, let's live in the moment Philip, find someone that will love you for you and someone who will take care of you"

Poland then gives him a bergfrue. Why is Poland holding a bergfrue? He only holds poppies and he only gives them to Germany, so it's a rare sight for Phil to be given a bergfrue by Poland, let alone see Poland holding another flower that isn't a poppy. Phil clasps the bergfrue bin his hand. He's reminded of Norway. "Does it remind you of someone?" Poland ask with beady and determined eyes. Phil raises a brow at the man who's the same height as him. "What?" "Nothing" Poland pretends as if he didn't say anything. If Phil were to question him more then they would be here the whole day. They are both stubborn but Phil chose to be passive today.  "What do we even do?" They both shrug nonchalantly. Norway is the one who usually plans what they do. They all just go along with what Norway will tell them to do.

Poland and Phil just walked around the place. There's nothing better to do. "Hey Phil, take it into consideration" Phil cocks his head to the side. "Take what info consideration?" Poland take a deep breath to explain. "Go and find a lover, get to know your true feelings. Accept your true feelings, stop denying everything" Poland says to him. "I'm no-" Poland takes Phil's hands, clasping then together as he shows Phil a bergfrue. Phil furrows his brows in confusion about what Poland is doing. "Phil, stop it, it's been years, it's time to melt that cold heart of yours, don't you love Norway? Come on Philip, I've seen the way you smile at him, I've seen the way you talk about him, you're very happy because of him. Don't you love him even one bit?" Phil can't believe that these words are coming out of Poland's mouth. Phil takes his hand away, to avoid Poland's grasp.

"I'm dating Germany"

Phil looks at Poland with slight confusion. They always said that they will never fall in love. And to all people... The one he chose is Germany?!

"What? Why him?"

"Phil, the past is past, you should know that. So I'm telling you that you need to give in to your true feelings. I want you to be happy like me. I'm happy with Germany. I want to marry him one day. And I also want you to be there when we get married"

Phil is taken aback.

"So is this it? Are you also going to tell me that I should start dating and give my heart away?!"

Phil tone is quite annoyed and angry. Phil doesn't like hearing them, asking him about getting a lover and give in to his true feelings. "I'm happy for you Poland, I really am. But I'm still not going to give in, love is-" Poland cuts Philip off. "Fine, fine, just go home and think about it. You never know..." they continued to walk In silence for a bit more, before Philip deciding that he wants to go home.